it's a COLOURFUL life i'm living.

8/28/2009 the kiss

SCHOOL'S OUT! ♥

Okay, Mine the face. Hahaha. It was all due to studying. As I was bored and tired of studying for Ut's. Thats the reason for the face. And please... Do not tell me it's cute. Im tired of that word. I really am. I've been declared that word by many. I'm tired of it. Heh.

I'm Happy! I am! School's out for 5 weeks. and the best thing about it is that its during the month of ramadhan. Which means I'll just be fasting at home and need not worry about getting hungry or thirsty. But the bad thing is that I'll constantly be thinking and counting down the timing for breaking of fast. Shucks. Patience!

I had a movie marathon date with my lovely girls at Bimb's place but it'll be more fun with Titi and Ain there. Well we'll have more movie marathon dates! And i got no idea how it turn out to be a sleepover. That girl really knows how to talk people in sleeping over her place! But it was fun! It really was. I got no idea how giler I was at that very night. Walk around her place like nobody's business after that "stupid" confession thingy. And meditating with some stupid song. Honestly, if you guys were there I'll be 100% giler. Im going to miss you girls when we go our separate ways. Oh damn.

Okay, this is random. But its my first ramadhan after secondary school without my two girlfriends. Cause usually the month of ramadhan we'll be hanging out together and buke-ing together and also studying together. mainly it'll be like a 24/7 with them. I havent had my date with them! I really miss them. We're just too busy with our own lives. I've yet to tell them my stories. And please girls! Ask me out! I miss you! :)

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Im confused! I am.
I'm in a turmoil.
I don't know whether I should trust your words even though it sounds oh so convincing and it keeps me wanting more and wishing more. I don't know whether what I'm doing now is correct or wrong. I don't know whether I should continue on what we're having. It seems nice and yes, it's fate. But please make it convincing and maybe then I'll change my mind. I'm lost. I don't know what to do. I don't wish to break the friendship we've build and make it awkward and ruin it all over again like the last one. I don't know how to mend the friendship if its gone. You seem to be the one who always listens to my stupid stories even though it seems to bore you. Well, anyway.. Thank You!

My new "song stuck in my head"

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more
I would still have you, baby
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war
I'll be fighting with you, baby
Cuz I know if I'm falling, you won't let me hit the ground
If the boat is sinking, I know you won't let me drown

No matter what anyone could say
This is the only place for me
And no one could ever take that away
Nothing could come between us

If the sun shuts down and decided not to shine no more (No more)
I would still have you, you, you ,you, you, you, you
If we see the last day and they say we gotta go to war (To War)
I'll be fighting with you, you, you ,you, you
Because it's us against the world
The world, the world
You know it's us against the world
The world, the world, ohh