school had been fucked up. i swear i just feel like all sec 5s are left out and also being scolded. fuck them lah! but there are some teachers who encourage us girls to work extremely hard. and im going to just that. im going to get a good point for Os man! lots and lots of assignment to be done and revision. made progress by studying in school with bi and frens. and also went tp library to study with sam. told you im improving. putting on a positive and good mindset of it. hahaha!
and the next thing on my list is to Fucking lose weight. im going to get to my dream weight. have been dieting and exercising. i think it helps. yea man! hahaha! Hot body here i come.
been partnered with Dels. and she cracks me up every single day with her nonsense. sings to me everyday non-stop. asked her to shut up but to no avail. heck lah i just layankan. hahaha!
oooh. i need to watch 27 dresses. its so pretty. sounds bimbotic. i know.
do you know heath ledger died. gosh. thats so sedih. he was a good actor.

Tried to write a letter
In ink
It's been getting better
I think
I've got a peice of paper
But it's Empty

It's Empty
Maybe we're trying
Trying to hard
Maybe we're torn apart
Maybe the timing
Is beating our hearts
We're Empty

havent you people realise that i've been putting up lyrics on my blog. well its something to do with my life and how it resembles me. and oh it takes up space too. hahahah!




I’m Mrs. Lifestyles of the rich and famous
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Oh my God that Britney’s Shameless
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. Extra! Extra! this just in
(You want a piece of me)
I’m Mrs. she’s too big now she’s too thin
(You want a piece of me)

haha. yes finally i got time to upload songs in this dead blog. im currently just addicted to this song. i know pple might hate britney but i think just by listening to this song it answers to everything she has gone through in her life. its very the kesian also lah.
oh well i didnt talk about my like in sec 5. hahah. its so the "wonderful" lah. yea right. i feel well actually we all feel that we got treated like s***. but Os are coming so whatever it is i will give my utmost focus in school no matter what happen to me. im can do it.oohh.i drop art. finally one whole load of weight of my shoulders. i feel a bit free.
oh gosh. i swear i just hate them. why must they do this to me? im the victim here and you guys make me act like im the bad person. you people shouldnt listen to that jerk. but you should know the facts right before anything happens again. AND I CAN GLADLY SAY THAT IM NOT A BOYFRIEND STEALER. poeple who knows me would think that way too. im so nice and kind and etc etc.. ahahha (puji-ing diri) no harm self-praising.
went to sp open house today. and wow. i found the perfect course i want. media communications in the school of business. the cut-off point is 12 points and below for L1R4. oh my! i got lots of work to do to aim that point. i wanna score 10 points and below. and prove to people that i can do it even with all that harsh words you guys said to me. words wont pull me down. nothing will. hahaha! i'll stay strong
oh yes yes! im losing weight now. im keeping my promise to atiqah. we are both going to lose weight. have been going gyms alot lately and dieting. i feel strong and confidence already. now all i need is a new hairdo. hahha. hmm.. wonder what i should do with it. it feels so rimas now with the current long hair i have. well not long long hair just shoulder length hair. ok im off to do my homework and revising. focus Idayu focus.