9/30/2005 the kiss

ohhh.. wad a tiring day! feel so sleepy lah!
went to fork and spoon with dezi, olivia, gina, aishah, dawn, the farahs, cherre and maria!
we were all like so called fighting! cause of some problem..will not tell and met them..
was gonna talk to them but because of this problem that i couldn't and i am sorry!
and I LOVE YOU GUYS! I DONT HATE YOU GUYS!
PLS...
i feel really bad and tired of us fighting! why?


9/26/2005 the kiss

ok!! just cut my hair!! and it feels darn short!! cause it is!!
so darn angry with the auntie..
ahah!! tomorrow got english exam.. damn scared lah!!
dont think i am ready..
DIE DIE DIE!!
i feel for you..??
i think i have fallen for him?!?
what am i suppose to do?
he is nice..but??
I AM SO CONFUSED!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THE SEPTEMBER BABIES!!
....


9/22/2005 the kiss

wow! felt like a big hurricane blowing me now..feel so hurt!
read her blog just now and saw everything she wrote about me..
well if you think we can never be friends again..then let me say sorry if i ever have done you any wrong! didn't mean that it to happen also..
but will try anything to get us back together..
just wanna say that I AM SORRY! hope that you will forgive me..
i had problems den..and the best thing i could do was to get away from all of this and focus on my problems..after survived from my problem i felt that we were drifting apart..
i know you must really hate me for this and that you will never forgive me! but even though anything happens..i still regard you as my best friend! i felt hurt after reading those words..
now hazwan is helping me to overcome it..trying to make me fell better..thanxs hazwan!
really appreciate it.!! and i hope you will overcome your problem too.!! and i will help you all the way! you have my support! THANKS SO MUCH!i really appreciate your gratitude towards me..will never forget you! i hope i can help you in future and help each other through thick and thin.


9/17/2005 the kiss

went out with sara and regina yesterday to study..and it was like darn nice
had a very nice date with them..ahaha!!
priya was so funny we were at long john and priya came to ask us for donations
and we were seating at ljs seats and she did not see the glass panel cause she thought it was an opening.. so she tried to go in but den she banged her head into it..was like darn funny lah! we were laughing at her..but we felt so sorry cause we know that it would hurt..and den we saw some cute guys..like so cute lah! wanna melt! saw regina's cute cousin and sara started to like him cause he is cute..and gina, me and sara was trying to figure out a difficult maths question.. we tried it like many times and we still got the wrong answer..like what the hell! so darn irritating.. gave me a headache lah!! sara felt like scratching her head and regina felt like smashing the darn table just because of the maths question! after that we decided to walk around tp and den go home.. while walking we saw our classmates asking for donations..so when they saw us they quickly ran towards us for donations..and sara gave all her coins to them..how generous! gina too! den went back hom with sara and gina took 105 straight home ..at the mrt station after i tapped my card sara could not go in cause of insufficient funds in her card..so i had to go out again and wasted my 45 cents beacuse of her..but what are friends for anyway! so i lend her $1.20 for mrt fare cause she realised that she had given all her coins to the donation..so clever! den went home and while walking home saw this cute guy..dunnoe what schoole lah! but darn cute! aha.wanna meet him again..darn cute lah! den had tuition after dat and my teacher did not come so had to just stay put in class talking and doing nothing and msging each other..how sad lah! was the last day of tuition anyway..ahaha!! now have to study for exams..TWO MORE WEEKS TO ENGLISH EXAM! SO DEAD!
MUST NOT GO OUT ANYMORE! UNTIL AFTER EXAMS! AND PUASA IS COMING! MUST TAHAN!..can lose weight!!ahaha!!


9/13/2005 the kiss

wow! saw one nice show at tp today after the lit drama..sorry twofive!
but i know you guys did your very best and put in a lot of effort into it!
i still love you all!
you guys can do it ok?
oh yes..about the drama..it was this short petite chinese woman and this tall indian guy..
the woman was like "what the hell is wrong with you!"
then she was like "bloody shit you!"
the guy did not care and tried to walk away but the woman was still arguing with him
and some passer-bys tried to cool off the woman..
was like darn embarassing!


9/09/2005 the kiss

oh how i miss my family..
hope there are having fun cause i know im not..
called one my pie just now..and she was being bored..
cleaning the house..how sad!!
i miss my partner and my pie too..
i know my pie is missing him
i feel for you baby!
i hope my other members in the family are having fun in kl
hope you guys are thinking about us..
must buy stuff for us ok?
i need to study now!!
but my study mood is not here yet..
dont feel like studying now..
maybe tomorrow or something?
how i wish i got someone here now
i feel so happy about what i did on wednesday!
i think i choose the right think..
i am sorry if i broke your feelings but i think it is the best for us
and i think we need to separate first..
i need time and i think you need to..
i know that we can never be together again like old days..
but i hope we are still in contact..
and talking to you is very sweet and nice..
you are the sweetest thing!
thanxs for the times..
but i think we are better being apart
I AM SORRY!
you still have a place in my heart but not more than that..
I LIKE YOU AS A FRIEND!


9/08/2005 the kiss

I MISS MY TWOFIVERS!
I NEED THEIR CRAZINESS!
I NEED THEIR TOUCHNESS!
I NEED ALL OF THEM HERE!
I LOVE THE TWOFIVERS!


the kiss

had fun yesterday..
went out with my family and i realised the most "bingit" one in the family is hazwan!!
every one minute he will sing the same song and lyrics..how kesian!
went to orchard..plaza singapura..esplanade..
guess went all around singapore!!
i made a very good decision..
and i am being so happy with it!
now i can go on looking..
made alot of thinking yesterday and thanxs you guys for your support!
i need it!
how i love you guys so much?!?!
and nadia you are my partner..
cause we need to make groups..and you are my member
and i am sorry izuan for making fun of you..
but it was fun going out with you guys..
we were laughing all day and people were looking..like wadever?
me and sulaztry were laughing about fat joe! how kesian..
a mangsa in our laughter!
haslina dont be angry k?
you are my pie!
sulaztry dont be sad too..!
you are my sister!and will always be?!!
...
must go out together again! rite?
meeting after school?
ahahaha!!
now have to start studying..cause tomorrow will be going out with my family...
and i wish they have a nice trip to kl..
must go out again!
I LOVE YOU GUYS!


9/03/2005 the kiss

oh..wow!
alot has happen on a satruday!
just dont want to brag anyway..
so yeah! will just make it short
I LOVE YOU!
MAN..
i screwed up my home econs paper
10 marks are gone just like that!
like what the hell is BMV?
so going to fail soon!
got my report book home..
and did not fail anything..wow!
such a relieve!
parents were so happy!
and make my parents proud..!!ehehe