lets do some quiz.

1. do you have secrets?
of course. who doesnt right?

2. Would you fall in love with a boy who's younger than you?
nah. i dont think so.

3. Do you enjoy going to school?
yea. i do learn stuff and meet my friends.

4. what will you do if you have a billion $?
Ka-Ching! hahaha. idk.

5. will you fall in love with your best friend?
if its fate then why not.

6. being loved or loving someone is more blessed?
Being loved.

7. Are you happy?
well yea. i have my family and friends around me.

8. if a person you like is secretly attached what will you do?
like him in silence. what else can you do?1?

9. Is there anyone that has made you extremely happy?
Nope. Not Yet. i wish though.

10. What makes you angry?
Being a dead fish.

11. HOw would you see yourself in 10 years time?
Married? full force career baby! (:

12. Who is currently most important people to you?
Family and Friends.

13. Most important thing in life now?
well for now currently assuring my parents a safe journey to haji.

14. Would you prefer single and rich or married and poor?
can i ask how poor? i would love to be married. but single is good too. idk?

15. Favourite colours?
RED. (:

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
after 6 months into it. yes!

17. Would you forgive and forget a grave mistake your love has done?
depends.

18. What do you want to tell the person you love?
i'll be loving you long time.

19. If the person you love no longer loves you, will you still love him?
i dont think so. its time to move on.whats the point of clinging on. right?

20. HOw do you feel now?
Contented.


ku pernah punya cinta namun kini ku sedang suka kamu
cintaku dulu tlah kubuang jauh kini ku ingin kamu

ku pernah menyendiri di sini ku akan terasa sepi
walaupun bibir penuh gelak tawa namun hatiku sepi

jangan bilang tidak bila kita belum mencoba
siapa yang tahu akan sama hatimu dan juga hatiku
banyak yang bercinta bertahun-tahun putus juga
kuharapkan dengan dirimu walaupun singkat pendekatan
cinta kita kan abadi

jangan bilang tidak waktu dicium aku bingung
namun dada ini bergetar
makanya sungguh aku mohon
jangan bilang tidak

i think this is my first time posting a malay song in my blog. well technically its not a malay song. its indon. and im currently addicted to it now. hahah. ive been a bit free this few days so have been watching movies of all genres. this particular indon movie is about 5 friends falling in love with their own best friend. i know its typical. but whatever. isnt it strange to fall in love with your best fren when you know inside out about the person. i dont know some may feel its okay. i just feel its weird. there are boundaries in a boyfriend and best friend. there's this particular line in the song where they sang in malay that is that you fall in love over and over again but in the end it leads to heartbreak. well hhahah. i so believe in that. you never know when that real love or real my right is coming and you constantly fall in love over and over again and get your heart break over and over again. sometimes there's no one to blame except yourself. then in the last verse they said when you feel in love you heart pounds like 10000000 times per second and makes your heart and mind spin like a crazy person which makes your knees weak and your whole body melt. i guess thats the feeling someone should get when they fall in love with that mr right. even though you're meeting him for a while or a long while that feeling of nervous and excitedness should always feel your heart. cause thats when you know you're in love.
hhahh i feel like some doctor love or something. mcm banyak experience gitu. but oh pls. im just saying my thoughts about it. with whatever lyrics i find my thought will run really REALLY wild. im off to watching more movies. (:


sigh. shouldnt people be stressing over school or other important stuff. well im currently now stressing over this prom. im so dead. cause i cant fine anything nice. well it may be because im choosy. but wouldnt you want to look pretty on that day. like hello. i just want it to be over. then im just off to rest and rest. well maybe i'll start working. im not sure. still thinking. but all i know i need lots of frens to go out with. i swear if not im just bored.
im coming back to exercising. hello running. i love it. takes my problems and stress away. hahaha. oh god. i saw that ass like twice. i was super shocked. but whatever. i shouted oh my god right in his face. well not merely in front of his face just merely shouted. god. i wanted to gag. of all times. like Now? why?
well i have a new fetish. this amazingly beautiful song by beyonce.

If I were a boy, even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home
To come home

cool song. i love it. just imagine you as a guy. i think i will be a great guy and maybe i wouldnt hurt any girl. well i said maybe. but perhaps i will understand them better. you know we all should switch roles and maybe take the lead as a guy one day. just feel how they feel. and tell them off about all the things they are doing to girls. hahaahha