I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never ask for help
I take care of myself
I don’t why you think you got a hold on me

And it’s a little late for conversations
There isn’t anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because…

Maybe this is why Im scared of commitment. I dont need someone who tells me what to do and what not to do. I dont need someone who will be a nag to me. Sometimes I see myself needing and wanting someone, but then whenever I think about it all over again, what for? Is there a need for that someone. Is there a need for me wanting to commit to someone. To me, I find that's just scary. Scary as the fact of just being involve with someone. Just one person. Loving and needing and wanting your whole life for that one person. Maybe Im jsut not cut out for that yet. Maybe its time i'll just wait.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GOnoz-f43RI
oh oh oh. watch this video. her voice is nice! Kantoi.