Gosh. Holidays or Leave of Absence is seriously boring!
Help!
Amazingly I want school back. Or maybe just something to occupy me. I've been cooped up for days but obviously there are days when I go out. And I will never have imagine finish watching the korean show. gosh i think i was really addicted. Giler! and now im stuck to watching Bones all season. Giler! this is what holidays and being quarantine leads you to do.

oh. I spend a wonderful day with my girls yesterday. It wasnt at all planned though. it was just a spur out of moment thingy and that I was completely bored to death at home. so then we decided to go out. so met naz at around 6 plus and off we went to esplanade. cause me and sha needed to finish our work first before we had some girl fun. I couldnt get proper internet connection at home and I was getting f*cked up about it. after which, we walked around aimlessly with nothing to do and then just slacked at starbucks cause naz's shoe dah koyak so we had to sit down. and as usual with 3 girls+camera+lots of times=fun! thats what we did. jsut imagine 3 18(to be) girls at starbucks laughing out loud, moving stuff around, taking nonsensical pictures, making lots and lots of noise and everyone around us looking at us. thats what happen in a few hours.
Well, thanks girl for the day!

My blogskin is getting boring. Gosh i need to change it. any recommendations for soemthing nice and fun?

Labels. My lips like sugar.



My Girls.

They are the best friends who have stick by me all this years. For my whole 6 years I've spent my moments of anger, sadness, happiness, stressed. craziness and everything. It was all with them. They are the best friends who I will say that will definitely stick by me all the way until we are all krepot and very old. They are the friends who I can count on during my times of trouble. I know that even though how far each of us may be, we will still have our moments of gossip and updates. This are the girls who I will cherish and treasure everything about them.



I may not be with them anymore 24/7, but they know that they are constantly reminded in my heart and mind! I miss them so much. A fun day with them really makes all your troubles go away! A day with them will give you 100% cheek bones and abs! i guarantee!




I LOVE YOU GIRLS!


I never needed you to be strong
I never needed you for pointing out my wrongs
I never needed pain, I never needed strain
My love for you is strong enough you should have known
I never needed you for judgment
I never needed you to question what I spend
I never ask for help
I take care of myself
I don’t why you think you got a hold on me

And it’s a little late for conversations
There isn’t anything for you to say
And my eyes hurt, hands shiver
So look at me and listen to me because…

Maybe this is why Im scared of commitment. I dont need someone who tells me what to do and what not to do. I dont need someone who will be a nag to me. Sometimes I see myself needing and wanting someone, but then whenever I think about it all over again, what for? Is there a need for that someone. Is there a need for me wanting to commit to someone. To me, I find that's just scary. Scary as the fact of just being involve with someone. Just one person. Loving and needing and wanting your whole life for that one person. Maybe Im jsut not cut out for that yet. Maybe its time i'll just wait.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GOnoz-f43RI
oh oh oh. watch this video. her voice is nice! Kantoi.


I never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
'Til you open the door there's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly
But I couldn't find wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground you spin me around
You make me crazier crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I, I'm lost in your eyes
You make me crazier crazier crazier

When I listen to this song, it makes me feel as though I'm flying on cloud 9. It just seems ... okay seriously I do not know how to explain it. Its as though when you found that special someone which you feel as though he's the one you feel crazy inside. Cause you're just crazy over him. Okay, I'm not trying to be lovey-dovey and all lah. I just find this a nice song to listen to.

Okay, well it was the official first day of school after term break. And guess what I was bored to death. I had nothing to do (okay I'm exaggerating) but I really felt bored at home. Well, its not like I didnt go out lah. I did, and when i do go out I tend to spend money which i dread and hate alot. That's partly why I hate the holidays.

Gosh, Im writing crap. I got no mood lah. I had a sucky day today. WTF. I thot it'll be a good day, but not. Woke up on the wrong side of bed. hahaahha. whatever. pfft.


I don't know what I'm feeling now.



Two words to describe today's date with my dear Shirin!

DOUBLE SENSATION!!!

Only the both of us know what that means.

its just plain old good girl fun today.

Misty Elliot and Shirin Knowles.


I'm so bored stuck at home with nothing to do. I'm tired of holidays. Amazingly, I want school.



I'm Back.
Okay. I know i've not been blogging for a long while. I was busy with stuff as usual, being me. Okay right now, I'm having a 2 week holiday break. For now, it seems nice ah cause i did spend it wisely. I just came back from drama camp. Well, truthfully it was half fun and half boring. well except for the night moments which are fun. I had no idea being in drama could be quite tiring. Had to stay up at night just to finish up on our scripts and the skits. Had to practice our voice projection, body movements and etc. For now, thats what I can remember lah. I had my gossip moments with my drama girls. It's fun while it lasted. There are some which I just cant stand and I have those repel attraction jsut being around them, and there are some which I love out hang out and talk to. I guess im going to try and stick to drama after this. I fnot all my efforts are wasted. like wth kan?.
Okay. Done with drama shits.


ooohhh. I'm doing my hair. Okay before I get a new hairstyle. This is my current hairstyle. As some may know, I get bored of my hairstyle very often. That;s why during this 2 week break Im going to take this opportunity to do my hair.maybe highlight my hair and perm it. well not a maybe anymore. chop. confirm. Thats what i intend to do. I need a new hairstyle. Im sick and tired of my boring plain hair. Im still considering what colour will go nice with my hair. researching. hahaha. tak de kerje. seriously tak de kerje.
Part of me, is that i cant wait for school to start. Im getting bored with nothing to do. At least when Im in school, Im occupied with doing stuffs and my lame-ass friends can entertain me with their nonsense.
I miss school. I do.