5/26/2009 the kiss

I don’t think I want this anymore
As she drops the ring to the floor
She says to herself: ‘You’ve left before’
This time you will stay gone, that’s for sure

And he shattered something else
She dragged her suitcase down the path,
To the driveway.
She had never gone that far.

Normally this would be the time
that she would let him talk her out of leaving,
But this time, without crying,
as she got into her car, she said,

No happily never after,
that just ain’t for me, because finally
I know I deserve better after all,
I’ll never let another teardrop fall.

As she drove away she starts to smile,
Realized she hadn't for a while.
No destination, she drove for miles
Wondering why she stayed in such denial.

I'm done, I'm done
(Said I'm so done)
So done, I'm done, I'm done
I'm free, I'm free, I'm free
Free to be me.

She inhales an air she'd never breathed before...
The air of no drama no more

Another tear drop fall.

when i listened to this song. It really has alot to say about what im going through now. Im done. i dont want it anymore. Yes, I would lie if i said i wasn't begging for you to come back. but now that you want to enter back in my life. i dont think i want it anymore. i dont want that drama anymore. i wasnt yours properly anyway. there's no way for me to waste my tears on you. im too strong for that. I thought i needed you, but then again i was wrong. I was totally wrong. You left once, what makes me think that you wont leave again. Once bitten, twice shy. so right now all i can say is I'm done with you Boy. i really am.

eye-candy is eye catching.