5/18/2009 the kiss

I bust the windows out ya car
And no it didn't mend my broken heart
I'll probably always have these ugly scars
But right now I don't care about that part

I didn't wanna but I took my turn
I'm glad I did it cause you had to learn...

I must admit it helped a little bit
To think of how you'd feel when you saw it
I didn't know that I had that much strength
But I'm glad you see what happens when...

You see can't just play with people's feelings
Tell them you love them and don't mean it
You'll probably say that it was juvenile
But I think that I deserve to smile

ok this lyrics really shows what i feel now. but then I am feeling fine. like really really fine. But now i can proudly say that i found my own sunny day. I'm having my sunny days now. and i am happy. after all this happening in life, it shows me the true meaning of it all. I just dont want to trust any one of them now. im done.

Who'd ever thought that i would see this day....
Where i would see my ghetto life fade away...
Cos i was lost and couldn't find a way...
and now i look forward to every day....

Welcome to my sunny day...
my sunny day...
everyday....
a better day...
Welcome to my sunny day...
my sunny day....
every day...
a better day...
welcome to my sunny day...