4/11/2009 the kiss



My favourite memores are my memories of you.
My favourite moments are my moments of you.

Im going to miss my girls when school starts.seriously. Im going to miss our late night phone conference.our late nights webcam chats. our lunch dates. i cant believe its all beginning.a new life which i have always wanted. away from all the drama and shit ive been having. but then again. i will miss it.
sha, i know you're having your own problems to deal.but you know im always here for you even me being far away from you.gosh thats cliche. but its true. im waiting at the beginning.hahaha makes no sense in that particular line but its nice. hahahha.
im going to miss my sister when she's off to mexico for 3 months. i may not show it. but i really do. im not going to have anyone around to talk to. im going to be really lonely. we may not be the best of sisters or friends but i still love her. we do have our fights and bickering. well thats what sisters do. but deep down i do love her. i may show that i want her to leave but the truth. i dont. i dont know how im going to live without her. ive been with her my whole 17 life. its like im missing something deep inside my heart. and truth be told. while writing this im actually tearing. im like imagining that shes already gone when shes only a room away. gosh.. be strong idayu. be occupied with school.
ok merepek.
im so excited but scared at the same time for poly. i really am. everything is new to me. everything. but im ready for change. hahaha :)
gosh. hahaha.
im in love with this song now. i know its very old. but who cares.(i think i was born on the wrong era for music) hahahha.

Call up, ring once, hang up the phone
To let me know you made it home
Don't want nothing to be wrong with my part-time lover

If she's with me I'll blink the lights
To let you know tonight's the night
For me and you, my part-time lover

We are undercover passion on the run
Chasing love up against the sun
We are strangers by day, lovers by night
Knowing it's so wrong, but feeling so right

If I'm with friends and we should meet
Just pass me by, don't even speak
Know the word's "discreet" when part-time lovers

But if there's some emergency
Have a male friend to ask for me
So then she wont seem to be my part-time lover