You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

hahahha since i cant get the first best. i have to opt for second best. hahahah.some may be thinking what in the world is this girl talking about. oh well.sometimes in life you cant get whatever you want. and to me i know that i cant get whatever i want. im not thse pampered girls. its just that its been a while since i last got attached but when i found a nice guy to talk to. he seems to go mia. and im just frustrated of that and im so over it now. done. gone. so now im just aiming for second best. even in my academics. i cant be the first best so i went for the second best.okay im talking crap. its been raining since morning and im stuck at home. firstly, its cold and im lazy to go out. secondly, its nice to stay at home with alif and im lazy to go out. thirdly, i jsut got sutff to do at home and im lazy to go out. so overall im just lazy to go out. stick my ass in front of the computer picking out what laptop i wanna buy. hahaah. cause tmr i got enrolment stuff to do. heheeh. im excited. its one step for me starting school. im like a new school kid. its like being a primary school kid all over again. hahaha my mom actually wants to send me to school on the first day of school for me and my family thot that during orientation parents are allowed. how cute. hahaha i guess they still see me as the kid in the family as im the youngest. hhahaha. so it all makes sense.
but well i guess when in poly i'll grow more matured and more grown-up. i guess thats the side my family would want to see me grow into. grow as an adult. wow. that word jsut scares me. like a whole new responsibilities for me. and i have to pay more. everything will just be adult fare. damn. start saving Nur Idayu Arifin. hahahah. my full name. actually its suppose to be together like the Nur and the Idayu. but then i dont know somehow it jsut got separated until now. haaha. ok i dont know why im telling you about my name. oh whatever.can you see how bored i am. o
ok im done. till then. toodles. :)