3/16/2009 the kiss

Pick up the phone baby
Please dont miss my call
Pick up the phone baby
Cause im waiting on the other end

have you ever felt as though you tried so hard for that mr right to come and sweep you off your feet. well i have. and i did wait for my mr right to come and sweep me off my feet. i took the courage, the risk and the guts to fight for my mr right. and i really feel as though he's there but i cant have him. i dont know? i dont know what else i should do anymore. should i keep waiting or move on. he says he's going to be there for me. he was so sure of it. damn. i feel like a fool. i give calls, and wish that he would reply or call me back but none. i dont know what im doing now. what else am i waiting for. is there even a thing to wait. is there my fairytale ending in the end? is there that happy ending which i have longing for in him? i do ask this questiions but i dont know why i cant seem to get the answer from him. but i know he cares. i do. i really do.

I want to be with you every night. I want you to ask me,”Am I hugging you too tight?”