oh oh oh. i have watched 3 korean movies plus shows, 1 bollywood movie, 3 english movies and some videos. can you just imagine how free i was. hahah. and a bollywood film dah lah take 3 hours to watch. i just ist right in front of the tv and dvd set and watch. hahahha i even watch a rerun of friends. i think due to not schooling i got back my old lazy self. the idayu who just sits in front of the tv and watch non-stop. but now. i have stopped. im just occupying my time with work. school, family and etc. i just try to keep myself occupied. hahahhaha.
went enrolment yesterday. well i expect that it will be a lot of people just not that A LOT of people. hahahah how kiasu singaporeans can get. well i am one of them. but yesterday was just so rabak. there's just too many people. i had to wait, wait, wait and wait some more. queue, queue, queue and more queue for merely 6 hours until everything else was finished. i have no freaking clue why they just do not want to do all this enrolling stuff online. kan senang tak payah menyusahkan orang all. haiz. dont ask me cause i myself am new to all this.

gosh i dont know why i feel the tension close to us. we are so close but yet why are we treating each other like this. i feel as though you're degrading me. am i really that low to you. lke seriously? i know im not that smart, pretty or whatever. but im me.and thats how people accept me. but why do you always just say all this indirect remarks to me. it may be nothing to you. but it means a lot to me when i hear all that. am i really not good enough for you? why? keep me that reason, why?

labels. im just too confused about everything else.