3/03/2009 the kiss



hehehehe. well this picture is not that funny. but it makes me smile. and this few days its very hard to make me smile. i actually got stuff to think about and stuff to stress about even though i may seems free.im like just thinking through about this guy. i swear. after all this while i still dont understand them. what are they thinking? what is he doing to me. gosh. help me. im getting my mind off him by gym-ing, tv-ing,computering and baking.
everything seems so blank now to me. like i just got nothing to do. oh and guess what. im being a bimbo now but im not. i painted my nails 3 times just so it looks perfect. but it'll be gone in a week. how stupid. see how free i am? hahhahaha.
well to my darling atiqah. amazingly we are going through the same shit but being so far from each other. you have helped me through it all the way well even though only online. but remember lets wait patiently until we find our answer. and i love you.