2/05/2009 the kiss

You can discover more about a person in an hour of play than in a year of conversation.

i was reading this book.and this phase catches my eye. hahaha macam paham. but seriously. sometimes you may feel that you know the person so well even though you know each other like 2,3,10 years. whatever. but do you really know the person? hahah ok its complicated but to those who might understand can explain.i cant explain. hahah im no good. and even though you only know the person for 1,2,3 days or 1 week it doesnt matter. because deep down you know the person inside and outside. with the shortest period of time you will get to know the REAL person. it doesnt matter aboutt he period but the time spend.thats important. im speaking like im so good in this relationship thingy when i had quite a few failed relationships the past few years.im just learning it by reading, listening and experince. this allows me to understand and not make the mistake people are making.
okay well im still stuck at home doing nothing. oh wait. i am doing something. im being an old maid. cleaning,washing and cooking. hahahah as some may know i cleaned my room after 2 years filled with junk. hahaaha.
im turning 18 this year. and guess what im dateless. its not like a big deal. but turning 18, well hello. yes it is.valentine's day is round the corner. and usually this special lovey day is always spent in school by giving each other presents and hugs. but now since im school-less ive yet to go on a date with anyone. hahahaah. and i'll be spending valentine's day alone again. oh wells. no suprise in that. this happens for like my whole life. i never get to share or spend any special occasions with anyone not even with my bfs when i was with them.not a birthday. not an anniversary.it always backfires. i think im jinxed in relationships.oh it sucks but well. im enjoying my life. yes i am. hehehee..
oh i cant wait for school to start but well i got to know some pretty bad news. well for me lah. im not going to say it cause i dont want to start any drama anymore. im so done with it. seriously a whole secondary school life i was filled with drama. penat. oh so very the penat. im drama-less now. hahahaha. ok im talking crap now. cause oh look at the time. its pass my beauty sleep. right? heehhe. :)