sudahlah jangan menangis lagi
ku rasa cukup sampai di sini
mungkin di suatu saat nanti
kau temui cinta yang sejati

sudah cepat lupakanlah aku
jangan pernah ungkit masa lalu
ku takut kekasihku pun tahu
kau pernah menjadi simpananku

when i heard this song. it makes me cry. seriously i was merely in tears just listening to it. over and over again. this song will just hit right at the spot.
well merely this song is about this guy who already has a gf but he also has a "simpanan" girl. i dont know how to say it in english. then finaaly he cannot take it anymore and decided he has to decide. so he told his simpanan girl to leave him and just let it go because he wants to be with his gf and he doesnt want his gf to be hurt. so overall he has feelings for the gf but he jsut wants some fun with the simpanan girl. i swear listening to this song brings back some memories. good and bad. all the crying moments. the big eye bags. and the long long days of not sleeping.
hahaha. ok i being so emotional and sentimentel. but well im bored. and when boredom comes and invade me this is what i do.search for songs and post about it. gosh. idayu, i should seriously get a life. hahahaha. im like stuck at home and date-less. i wanna go out. i need to widen my circle of frens. heeheh. i need more contacts so i wont be bored anymore stuck at home. my whole holiday is like a routine if im not going out. just like in secondary school. everything was a routine. i miss school and i miss being busy. last year i always complain about not having any free time and how tired i am due to Os. but now i amazingly i miss all of it. seriously. pple may think im giler. but i really. just try being stuck at home for months without nothing to do only chores tv and computer. sigh. hahaah! oh wells. just one more month. sabar! sabar! sabar! oh i cant wait to enrol myself in poly. i will have alot of paperowrk to do and stuff to be paid. oh and buying a laptop for myself. i thought abt it. i think i wanna buy the white laptop. hmmm.. i hope it does have a webcam installed in it. if not i might buy the one with webcam but with a not-nice colour, the normal laptop colour. hehehehe. then i'll get brief about orientation. now after so long. thats one thing that im looking forward for. hahaah. after so long.