Now I know I messed up bad
You were the best I ever had
I let you down in the worst way
It hurts me every single day
I'm dying to let you know

Now I'm here to say I'm sorry
And ask for a second chance
Cause when it all comes down to the end
I could sure use a friend

So many things I would take back
You were the best I ever had
I don't blame you for hating me
I didn't mean to make you leave

have you ever thought that you regret breaking up with that someone? i dont think i regretted from breaking up with anyone i was with cause i feel that i havent found that perfect one. it was merely a trying out relationships all through out my secondary school life. yes, i may do have those i-like-you moments but i know it wasnt anything serious. and it couldnt go anyway. merely this song is about the guy regretting breaking up with her and just wishing to be her friend. i know i messed up alot in relationships the last time i was in. but i was young and didnt know anything and i had no helped from anyone and i learnt it all myself. right now i wouldnt say i regret it all but i learnt alot from the guys i dated(ok well i wouldnt say its alot cause its not) so dont think of me that way. im a good girl. but right now as its a new year. soon to be a year older i realise you would want to find that someone special in your life to share your moments with now. currently in my circle of friends and family everyone i know is attached. it sucks but i think im okay with it.i think now i want to date like a guy. there's no point in me holding on to this guy i really like but not going anyway. there's the signs and the moments but its just stagnant after that. i dont want waste my time anymore. its just one big bizarre love triangle. there's many fishes out there.(just an expression). so why am i sitting here waiting for this chance to happen when i can go out there and grab it myself. and chase after this feeling, this chance of finding a good guy for me. its not like im getting older or anything its just i feel that its the moment where you want to spend your happy,sad,angry,constipated,crappy and many more moments with someone.
currently now i know its stupid but im watching this video of 100 facts about a guy. im just bored and maybe it will make me understand more about guys. rather than i twist and twist and make it all complicated and get it out straight. hhaha! oh wells. there's no harm in trying that right now. go chase it! woohoo!