its so much better to cry when you're just a little girl. no one will be asking what happen to you or why are you crying? no one will ask you questions whether you're doing fine? they will just leave you alone to cry whether its loud or silence.its so much better to cry when you're all alone. its so much better that people leave you alone when you cry when you're a little girl cause they know you're crying only because of a small thing like when you dont get what you want. but when years gone by and you grow older. crying is like a job. every thing that comes in your way or the outcome, it will definitely make you cry. and when you cry when you're much older, people will start asking questions and it'll be more harder to stop crying. its best if people just leave you alone to cry. but after all the tears are shed and what is only left are the red puffyness in your eyes, thats the time when you need someone to talk to and comfort you. thats the best after it all.

everything has been nice for me. my life, my frens. my family. everything. and i couldnt ask for anything better. but you can never be quite contented with what you have. and there's always that little thing you want. well right now all i want is to be lucky if i get into a polytechnic and get my diploma. i've not been feeling myself lately. it just scares me to know how hard growing up could be. all i want is to earse everything and stay as that cute,bubbly toddler who only knows how to spit,laugh,cry,eat,sleep and shit. well. its reality. stop dreaming. and there's that thing which i want. grabbing that momment making it mine. but how? its complicated. its tough. im just not myself. how hard it is to woo a guy this days. to capture the guy's heart. its been a long time since i did all that. and suddenly its coming back to me and its all surreal. i dont know where to begin. how to start. someone,anyone,anywho. pls teach me.

okay now im letting you guys watch one of my favourite cartoons. they are so cute. especially the blue one. i forgot the name ah! hhahha. well this will definitely cheer me up ah! and i love the voice ah. ish so cute! oh well just watch for your entertainment ok!