12/04/2008 the kiss

No matter what I do....
All I think about is you
Even when You're with your Boo
Boy, you know I'm crazy over you


my new current favourite song. ok wells i know ini song lama. but still ade meaning okay. sometimes the lyrics i post has something to do with my life right now. well i can now say that this lyrics does have something to do with my life right now. tapi i will just diam-diam about it and pretend its all a lie as usual. but maybe soon this diam-diam thingy will have to go lah. meaning that i will have to let it out soon. since 2008 is ending soon. i think i will tell it before the year ends. cause when 2009 comes everything must be change for me and my life. new me, new attitude, new crushes, new environment. rebuild the new me! let the past be the past. well i seriously nak change my life now. you people will be the judge of it okay1 macam style by jury gitu. hahh cool kan?
okay i know i said im keeping my options open about dating guys tapi all the guys i seem to be talking to really bores me. tak de chemistry langsung not those wow-i-like-you chemistry lah or the first-look chemistry but the chemistry of having a fun time chatting together. most of them just tanye random stuff over and over again. like hello? when i want to kenal-kenal with you it means i really want to get to know you not those macam how are you? what you doing? tak boring ke?!?! every guy i talk to you ask the same questions over and over again. Astarghfirullah. am i asking for alot? i dont think so lah pls. i want entertainment. cause boring kan if you talk to someone then like the person say the same thing everyday. give lah excitement ke pe? am i dreaming? of course not. this is reality.
ok now im trying to watch movies online. boring tau duduk rumah with nothing to do. seriously. but lucky i do have dates with my frens. enjoy sikit before they all start working. oh i want to catch up with all my dulu-dulu frens. seriously. to whoever i know reading this! please call me and we can go out and catch up! i miss you guys. well actually i dont know who reading this lah. oh wells. we'll see. but my tag board betul dah mati like totally gone. i need pple to revive it back. ala anyone jsut tag lah. give some fun entertainment into my life now. ok for now thats it. and Selamat Hari Raya Adil Adha. (i think?) hari raya haji is coming. hehehe (: