12/09/2008 the kiss

am i like cursed or something? hahhaha. there's like so much Love involve around me. everyone whom i know and are close to, is either attached or dating someone. i am like the only one left? left on top of the very high high shelf where no ones even want to see or touch. kesian. damn it. how i wish this thing will turn and maybe i do find someone amazing soon. someone just right for me. not the perfect one. but just the one.
my eyes are puffy now. cried when my parents called. i really miss them seh. seriously i do. ALOT. i know sometimes you wish they werent there to call or nag you to come home or to not do this. but they actually cared for you and wants what's best for you. and i miss my mom's nagging and my dad's constant jokes. it cracks me up each time. and today hari raya haji actually falls on my mom's birthday. she turned 45! i cant be there to spend it with her as she's busy with her pilgrimage. wow. amazing english. just a nice birthday song for my Mom.

Happy Birthday To You.
Happy Birthday To You.
Happy Birthday To Mama.
Happy Birthday To You.