wow. dah lame seh since i blog.hmm.. i dont think i got stuff to write about. but i had many fun days. spend quality time with friends and family. alhamdulillah.
i still do miss my parents. after looking at their haji pictures posted on the trvel website. wow! betulnyer dah berubah seh both my mama and abah. abah now has gotten a bigger belly and my mom got a bright glow on her face and dont forget the sunglasses. puteri lilin. hahah. Good news. they are coming back soon. im so happy. wow time really flies. its already soon to be a month that they are actually off to haji. wow
funny thing. my fren actually asked me straight in the face why dont i have a guy in my life except for him and my other fren. sudden i know. i just said im not ready to get hurt again by the guy whom i might have feelings for. and he actually intended to introduce me to some guys. i would love it, yes but im not that type of girl who is so open in talking to guys. quite perservative. hahah. i think thats what it means oh wells. but im just not fully ready about the hurt part but everything else im okay! wells insyallah masuk poly they'll be lots and lots of guys. oh wells. tunggu je lah eh. psst.... my wish was to get to know a guy by new year. hahahh! funny kan i know? wth! just a simple wish. nothing else.


Angus, Thongs and Perfect Snogging. its the best movie ever! i swear! its the funniest and most worth it movie. pergi tengok! the show is mainly about growing teenagers lah and the romantic period in their life. kalau like you are going through heartbreak now. then i think you shouldnt watch but if you are like single and free now and wish to have a moment of romanticness then maybe you can watch. like give the feeling.the guy is super hot in it i swear. meleleh. hhahah! the story is abt this girl who is an average looking girl who is like desperate of getting the boyfriend cause she feels left out. and then when the perfect guy comes around for her, he is attached. oh crap kan! i know. hahah thats what i feel too. but then she made the first move in introducing herself and all. and showing to him her trueself and thats when the guy realises he likes her alot. cause he feels she is perfect for him. and thats the best part. even after several makeovers she's done to improve herself for him. he still likes her for herself. and whenever she's with him, she will be in her goofiest moments. hahaha! thats the funny part. sometimes i think movie shows can really relate in our reality life. hmm.
oh i went for a major shopping marathon with my cousin tadi. and i swear i can just go giler with her. go around town patah balik and stuff and shop alot. i feel contented. dah lah i never buy anything kat kl only a pathetic wallet. which is nice. so i feel happy now! yay!hhahah. ok i have to totally watch the midnight movie of twilight! i plan to watch it just now but the latest timing was only freaking 9.30 which is super early. not a midnight midnight movie. dah plan to wear pjs and stuff. hahaha! update soon! (:


wow. ok its not that long since i've blogged only like a few days je. 2008 nak kat end and 2009 is beginning. can you believe it. i know i cant. oh well i hope i get ti go countdown this year with frens. there's stuff i need to do during it. people to tell secrets too. cepat seh the year is ending.im still a kid. and i dont want to grow up ok well maybe a bit lah. but there's still so much for me to do now. i'll be 18 next year. thats a plus sign for me. mcm bagus gitu ah. hahaha! legal baby. hehehe. you know people usually wirte down their new year resolutions. i always intend to write one tapi tak dapat tulis pun. well i think this year will be different. i may actually write a new year resolution and actually do it. hhahah. now i got to take a pen and paper and do some thinking for the perfect resolutions. i must must really do it.
oh yea. alhamdulillah. finally i dapat pergi holiday at this weekend. yes. i get to go shopping kat kl. i know its not far tapi at least dapat kluar singapore. like finally. shopping. and more shopping. and more more shopping. eating. and eating. and more more eating. hahaha. swim, shop and eat. well thats what i usually do during holidays. tak sabar. yippee! i sound more like a 7 year-old girl than a 17 year-old girl.

psst. i still do miss my parents. :(


am i like cursed or something? hahhaha. there's like so much Love involve around me. everyone whom i know and are close to, is either attached or dating someone. i am like the only one left? left on top of the very high high shelf where no ones even want to see or touch. kesian. damn it. how i wish this thing will turn and maybe i do find someone amazing soon. someone just right for me. not the perfect one. but just the one.
my eyes are puffy now. cried when my parents called. i really miss them seh. seriously i do. ALOT. i know sometimes you wish they werent there to call or nag you to come home or to not do this. but they actually cared for you and wants what's best for you. and i miss my mom's nagging and my dad's constant jokes. it cracks me up each time. and today hari raya haji actually falls on my mom's birthday. she turned 45! i cant be there to spend it with her as she's busy with her pilgrimage. wow. amazing english. just a nice birthday song for my Mom.

Happy Birthday To You.
Happy Birthday To You.
Happy Birthday To Mama.
Happy Birthday To You.


I wanna make love right na na na
I wanna make up right na na na
Wish we never broke up right na na na
we need to link up right na na na

Okay i know the first line of this song is very macam merepek. but the third line is where it all hits me. ini kan lagu break up. hahaha! have you ever regretted breaking up with that someone? well i know i have. It happen when i was in sec 3. well mesti ah.. i was still in the studious mood asik nak blajar je. thats why i wasnt ready for any relationship but to think of it now. he was amazing to me. like the perfect guy who would do anything for me. and i mean it. oh and i was the first girl who made him cry. touching kan. but i was so stupid at that time that i had to break up with him. well random post lah. but for a while i do regret it but the now tengok balik i dont regret it cause i know i willl find that special guy soon. kan dulu secondary 3 gitu mesti all you think about was school kan. maybe not to all but to me yes thats why i broke up with him. kesiankan. kalau i stay on i think we could last. hahah. right? with me being the gf? ye lah tu. i think im the one with problems. and its true. i have a problem of commitment. i cant commit to a relationship longer than like what 5 months gitu? pathetic kan!?! haiyer.
tapi itu dulu. i think? watch all this love movie and tengok all this geli-nak-muntah-darah couples make me jealous. yes i do admit it. it makes me jealous. like hello? i've been single for 2123058 months. hahah exaggerate je? of course mesti ade that part of jealousy in you where you wish it would be you instead of her. tak baikkan?! oh no! stop it idayu. but well i do miss it sometimes. those late night calls where he will entertain your nonsense malam-malam, those sayang msges, those send you home and fetch you, those cute walks. siape tak miss kan? ok i dont know why im being so lovey dovey. this is so not me. i swear. i think its because i was watching this stupid love story lah. darn it lah idayu. asal kau tengok cite love? what to do? bored ape. i need something to entertain myself kan?!? apart from going out with my frens with our super long hours of catch-up marathon. berbual non-stop. ala just give us a cup of coffee, milo or drink of any kind and three seats we can just sit there like berjam-jam and talk non-stop i tell you. about anything and everything and even people watch. fun! oh updating about myself now rather than nonsense shit. i've been exercising alot this days. gym, run, swim. wow. for like berbulan-bulan i havent exercise suddenly turn back to exercising super sudden change to my body. hahaha. but its refreshing. shiok. especially the running and swimming. i love it. i feel lighter already! hahaha! ok well as you see the time its 12+ and im suppose to be asleep but im not even though i spend like half a day at the swimming pool with cousins and aunties swimming and playing. like hello idayu! you're suppose to tired. but i dont know why im not. macam energetic gitu. ya Allah. bagus pula my body. but i do need my beauty sleep lah. holiday pun boleh dapat eyebags eh. hahaha merepek. toodles. i need some shut eye. i think?


ok. i want to say that I AM THE MOST CLUMSIEST KLUTZ EVER to siape-siape who knows me. i tripped. i fell. i spill. i knocked. everything that you can think of a clumsy person like me. seriously. irritating seh. some seh ade meaning bagus to it. tapi macam bullshit gitu kan? hahaha. oh i had a nice exercise day today with bi. i needed it. like totally. for like 15489456198 years or months since i run. and tadi run for 20 mins kat treadmill dah pancit. oh gosh. dulu i got banyak stamina. must really continue. bi was super ON lah tadi. angkat weight all. nak muscles katekan. Toned body baby!i do appreciate what i have i just want to improve it tak salahkan? not like thos skinny asses. dah lah badan lawa then think they all gemuk all. oh pls! banyak BULLSHIT. just be happy with what God dah kasi lah?! durh. oh i finally watch alvin and the chipmunks. klakar dok. ahhaah. seriously. oh oh. Bis coming over to have movie marathon. like finally after 10000 years kiter plan. okay i want to snooze. tmr busy day or is it today? im lame now. dah ngantuk. heeheh


No matter what I do....
All I think about is you
Even when You're with your Boo
Boy, you know I'm crazy over you

my new current favourite song. ok wells i know ini song lama. but still ade meaning okay. sometimes the lyrics i post has something to do with my life right now. well i can now say that this lyrics does have something to do with my life right now. tapi i will just diam-diam about it and pretend its all a lie as usual. but maybe soon this diam-diam thingy will have to go lah. meaning that i will have to let it out soon. since 2008 is ending soon. i think i will tell it before the year ends. cause when 2009 comes everything must be change for me and my life. new me, new attitude, new crushes, new environment. rebuild the new me! let the past be the past. well i seriously nak change my life now. you people will be the judge of it okay1 macam style by jury gitu. hahh cool kan?
okay i know i said im keeping my options open about dating guys tapi all the guys i seem to be talking to really bores me. tak de chemistry langsung not those wow-i-like-you chemistry lah or the first-look chemistry but the chemistry of having a fun time chatting together. most of them just tanye random stuff over and over again. like hello? when i want to kenal-kenal with you it means i really want to get to know you not those macam how are you? what you doing? tak boring ke?!?! every guy i talk to you ask the same questions over and over again. Astarghfirullah. am i asking for alot? i dont think so lah pls. i want entertainment. cause boring kan if you talk to someone then like the person say the same thing everyday. give lah excitement ke pe? am i dreaming? of course not. this is reality.
ok now im trying to watch movies online. boring tau duduk rumah with nothing to do. seriously. but lucky i do have dates with my frens. enjoy sikit before they all start working. oh i want to catch up with all my dulu-dulu frens. seriously. to whoever i know reading this! please call me and we can go out and catch up! i miss you guys. well actually i dont know who reading this lah. oh wells. we'll see. but my tag board betul dah mati like totally gone. i need pple to revive it back. ala anyone jsut tag lah. give some fun entertainment into my life now. ok for now thats it. and Selamat Hari Raya Adil Adha. (i think?) hari raya haji is coming. hehehe (:


i know i usually post with lyrics but im currently not listening to any song new. as im not in the music mood now. as some may know my parents are doing their haji pilgrimage this year. and i miss them terribly. they'll be gone for like a month. and its only me and my sister at home. i dont understand why everyone thinks that we cant jage ourselves. like hello. my sister is 20 and im 17. we are not budak-budak anymore. of course yes we do have our mishaps and stuff. but we can do it slowly. and both of us are trying to cook. pandai-pandai lah. but now since im not working im planning all my days going out since my relationship with frens are terrfic for some i guess. but alhamdulillah its better than before. well heck lah if i cant spend holiday with a right guy. but as i know now. keeping my options open. tak nak jadi dead fish again. dah penat tau. hhahaha officially now i declare being dateable. hahah. tgk-tgk kan lah for the mr perfect. (: