sigh. shouldnt people be stressing over school or other important stuff. well im currently now stressing over this prom. im so dead. cause i cant fine anything nice. well it may be because im choosy. but wouldnt you want to look pretty on that day. like hello. i just want it to be over. then im just off to rest and rest. well maybe i'll start working. im not sure. still thinking. but all i know i need lots of frens to go out with. i swear if not im just bored.
im coming back to exercising. hello running. i love it. takes my problems and stress away. hahaha. oh god. i saw that ass like twice. i was super shocked. but whatever. i shouted oh my god right in his face. well not merely in front of his face just merely shouted. god. i wanted to gag. of all times. like Now? why?
well i have a new fetish. this amazingly beautiful song by beyonce.

If I were a boy, even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning and throw on what I wanted and go
Drink beer with the guys, and chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted and I'd never get confronted for it
Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man
I'd listen to her
Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
Cause he's taken you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy, I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken so they think that I was sleeping alone
I'd put myself first and make the rules as I go
Cause I know that she'd be faithful, waiting for me to come home
To come home

cool song. i love it. just imagine you as a guy. i think i will be a great guy and maybe i wouldnt hurt any girl. well i said maybe. but perhaps i will understand them better. you know we all should switch roles and maybe take the lead as a guy one day. just feel how they feel. and tell them off about all the things they are doing to girls. hahaahha