11/09/2008 the kiss

ku pernah punya cinta namun kini ku sedang suka kamu
cintaku dulu tlah kubuang jauh kini ku ingin kamu

ku pernah menyendiri di sini ku akan terasa sepi
walaupun bibir penuh gelak tawa namun hatiku sepi

jangan bilang tidak bila kita belum mencoba
siapa yang tahu akan sama hatimu dan juga hatiku
banyak yang bercinta bertahun-tahun putus juga
kuharapkan dengan dirimu walaupun singkat pendekatan
cinta kita kan abadi

jangan bilang tidak waktu dicium aku bingung
namun dada ini bergetar
makanya sungguh aku mohon
jangan bilang tidak

i think this is my first time posting a malay song in my blog. well technically its not a malay song. its indon. and im currently addicted to it now. hahah. ive been a bit free this few days so have been watching movies of all genres. this particular indon movie is about 5 friends falling in love with their own best friend. i know its typical. but whatever. isnt it strange to fall in love with your best fren when you know inside out about the person. i dont know some may feel its okay. i just feel its weird. there are boundaries in a boyfriend and best friend. there's this particular line in the song where they sang in malay that is that you fall in love over and over again but in the end it leads to heartbreak. well hhahah. i so believe in that. you never know when that real love or real my right is coming and you constantly fall in love over and over again and get your heart break over and over again. sometimes there's no one to blame except yourself. then in the last verse they said when you feel in love you heart pounds like 10000000 times per second and makes your heart and mind spin like a crazy person which makes your knees weak and your whole body melt. i guess thats the feeling someone should get when they fall in love with that mr right. even though you're meeting him for a while or a long while that feeling of nervous and excitedness should always feel your heart. cause thats when you know you're in love.
hhahh i feel like some doctor love or something. mcm banyak experience gitu. but oh pls. im just saying my thoughts about it. with whatever lyrics i find my thought will run really REALLY wild. im off to watching more movies. (: