oh wow. hasnt this puasa period ending in such a short period of time.i swear the last time i remembered i was eating my fill to get ready for puasa and finally in a few more days its over then raye. NOw that im not ready. well preparations for raye is the same lah. not celebrating that much.mcm gitu je. but preparations for O lagi teruk. im scared until my wits end. oh my. ape lah i nak buat? i swear the more i think about raye the more i think about Os. very ngeri. well before that there's a special day for me. I AM 16 GOING ON 17. i know its not that much lah. like so what 17 but its a big deal okay. finally im done with that 16 age label anymore. soon im growing up. driving licence, m18, working life and many more. am i really ready for all that? sometimes i wonder. but i still act as though im just a kid. a 6 year old girl in a teenage body. hahaha. hilarious? i know. i feel that way everytime. well nothing change and that is my height. im as short as ever. no wonder pple think im primary school. sedih eh. kalau dah nampak young its too young. hahah biar la. thats a doa for me to get prettier and healthier skin and complexion.
lagi think about O makin seram. sigh. somehow i feel half ready somehow i feel i need more help. well im doing my very best by doing my revision everyday. and loking through my mistakes.well even though blajar pun i need time to relax.hahah i found a very nice and funny indon song. very cute lah. just dengar.cute tau with all the jangan jangan. i wish a guy will write me acute love song which makes me laugh plus the heart melts. (:

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coba lihat aku disini
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namun aku tunggu sampai kau mau

reff:
woo woo jangan jangan kau menolak cintaku
jangan jangan kau ragukan hatiku
ku kan selalu setia menunggu
untuk jadi pacarmu

woo woo jangan jangan kau tak terima cintaku
jangan jangan kau hiraukan pacarmu
putuskanlah saja pacarmu
lalu bilang I LOVE U padaku