8/21/2008 the kiss

It was a rush, what a rush
Cause the possibility that you would ever feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much
Why do I keep running from the truth, all I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized, so mesmerized, and I just got to know

Do you ever think, when you're all alone, all that we can be, where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love, is it real or just another crush
Do you catch a breath, when I look at you, are you holding back, like the way I do
Cause I'm tryin', tryin' to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away, goin' away

this is amazing. i didnt like david archuleta but then this song suddenly came to me and it relate so much to me on what im going through now. fuck it. why? making it more difficult isnt it. gosh. well i hope studying helps. cause seriously it does a bit. not been thinking too much about it but whenever im alone or just not doing anything it'll come back. like now. damn! i got to go back studying. just a few more months. but what will happen after that? will it be the same? or will be different? its not up to me but you. well lets pray.