hey. hahah i know i shouldnt like come online this few days and even blog. but i cant help it lah. its like every single day i come home late from school after studying and i need some break. so i guess i turn to the computer. read gossips, blogs and shopping. i cant wait for this year to be over. i swear. firstly about my Os. i want it to be done. im tired of it all. then my prom. well that im excited but its so surreal. im graduating. i will miss my frens. and then to get insya'allah to poly. harap-harap i get in to the course of my choice and also to the school of my choice.
i hate empty promises.why? why must it always happen to me this way. this is why i do not like to end up and get stuck like this. argh. i feel so dumb to get reel in by this mess. why did i even agree to it. i should have think it through. i told myself i want a serious one and im sick of tired of having main-main ones. but how can i when i dont put myself forward. and even if i do i get hurt over and over and over again. doesnt that just suck. dont you wish you can just get a tape of your life. the past, present and future. and need not worry about anything.oh wells. like im not use to it. well this isnt that abd. im trying to think positively and think it the other way round but it will always end up to the exact same thing.
everybody says they want a prince charming. well what i want is just a gentleman.