have you ever felt as though everything in your life has crash. like there's no more hope in it. well thats how im feeling now. one heartbreak after another. again and again. my malay results were like shit. i didnt know what happen. i thought i did the best i could but why is that it was so bad. my dpa results got rejected. i feel so crushed. everyone's rejoicing and alleluing while im here crying my heart out till my contact lens came off. what is there for me now? nothing. iwhat? is it easy for people to tell me to just work harder on my other subjects. come on. its not that easy. im struggling as it is. im in a horrible state now. argh. i feel like there's no point for me. just thinking about all of it makes me cry even more. am i just not that good? what? can someone shine a light into my life and tell me what is wrong or happening to me. i need that answer oh ALLAH. as you know there's always a song which will help me boost abit of my confidence. it does not help that much but its okay i guess.

You're beautiful but you don't know
Can't see what's there inside your soul
Always feelin like you're not good enough
You wish you could be someone else
Sometimes you just can't see yourself
But I can see just who you are, who you are

You're exceptional the way you are
Don't need to change for nobody
You're incredible, anyone can see that
When will you believe that?
You are nothing but exceptional