wow. its been brape lame since i've blogged lah. i've been real busy as you know i have lots of things to do. Busy. Busy. Busy. hahahah.
my malay O's past few months back but well i think i did okay. OKay lah. it was scary as my malay really sucks. but wth i tried my hardest. then i had oral and the topic was about reading. what am i suppose to say about reading in malay? i cant converse in zon baku malay lah. i was perspiring and fidgetting. but the teachers were nice. one of them was adik iman's malay teacher. hahaha. and my malay teacher was her oral examiner. then i just had my listening. it was scary too as i was late for the paper. tergopoph-gapah. and perspiring alot lah.. but then my heart smooth when the radio played always be my baby song. shiok hahahah! then now i am having extra lessons after school everday till like national day. its sad lah. im already so tired and my homework and studying is piling up. oh damn. but i will sabar for like 4 more months baru boleh enjoy.
oh did i tell you. me and my fren were talking about our better halves. and like what we want to do and what do we want in that relationship. and also a perfect date. hahah. so we came up with this idea of going on a prefect date which we both will be in a relationship together and see how it goes. i dont know. but it'll be weird funny and funny funny for me. well we'll see. No harm (:
hahha well as you may know me by now. i havent been the best of a person lately. alot has been happening but sometime si just couldnt care less. and you know sometimes i will write down song lyrics about my life. and my current favourite song is ashanti's the way that i love you. sometimes i wonder why people do this to me. whenever i give real and genuine love they turn it back and betray and hurt me. don't they know how it feels like. its DAMN. like hello? im trying but then all they can do is just ignore and let it be. thats one part of me not being in a relationship and others. not a serious one yet though. well just listen to the song. it'll tell more.

After all of the times that we've tried
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made
I found out you don't love me the same

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you

I woke up kinda early today
And something told me from that moment
It wouldn't be the same
It felt like you were hiding something
But I didn't push it
I didn't complain or say nothin
I triedacted like I didn't see it
Cause deep down I knew I didn't want to believe it

But there it was, it was you and her
You left your sidekick on the nightstand
And I read

Everything you did, and everything you said and
And now I'm standing here looking like damn..
I thought it was you and I
Now I all I got to say is why?

You Lied, You lied, Oh Why?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why?

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you