#1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
i dont know. cause i dont think i want to go through it again.

#2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
i got many dreams. hahah :)

#3. What will your dream wedding be like?
hmm.. paris? void deck lah. hahah. cheap.

#4. Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
yeap. but i'll just go along with it. it'll change

#5. What’s your ideal lover like?
hmmm.. a GENTLEMAN. everything a girl needs and wants.

#6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved. i need to learn to love.

#7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
depends on how deep i love him.

#8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
whatever. i cant do much. i dont want be a bitch and a go-between.

#9. Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
school. my health.

#10. Is being tagged fun?
yes.

#11. Is it better to be a serious or happy-go-lucky person?
both. im equal.

#12. Who are currently the most important people to you?
my loved ones :)

#13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
everyone.

#14. Would you rather be single & rich or married but poor?
is that a trick question? durh. single and rich.

#15. What is the first thing you do every morning?
open my eyes. hahaha

#16. Once you fall for someone, how deep will your love be?
how deep can it go?

#17. What would you do if your friend has an affair with your boyfriend?
oh no worries. i had this rule with my friends that we wont date our ex or crushes.

#18. What type of friends do you like?
FUN and giler people to hang out with. people who i can be myself around

#19. What would you do if someone wants to kick your butt?
i kick theirs first. ninja style.

i was bored. then i saw this quiz.. then wth so i'll just do lah. no harm. its been a while since i did some quiz. enjoy. :)








this are the few people who makes my day. every smile i put on my face they are the ones who brighten my life. whenever there is a huge big black cloud on my head. they are the ones who destroy it. and i want to say I Love Them So Much. gambar 1. is my best guy fren. he has been with me for the past year. and i appreciate his help.i've done all my whackiest things with him. our secrets are shared. and a promise made to be lifelong frens. gambar 2. are my two bestest Bis. its a nickname we call each other. they have been with me for 5 years. and i appreciate them lagi banyak. all our fights and funnest moments are filled and stored in my heart. third is my adik angkat. she's the best. even though different schools we are still in contact and we do meet casually. i love her. fourth is the best partner aka cool monkey i ever had. we will always talk and talk talk during classes and laugh and laugh and laugh. hey. but we study too okay. then the very last is my very Best cousin. i've been with her my 17 years. and she's the one who knows me inside out. and i truly love her.
i guess this post is more of a declaration to my fellow loved frens. (: and a nice song lyric for you guys.

Do you hear me,
I'm talking to you
Across the water across the deep blue ocean
Under the open sky, oh my, baby I'm trying

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel your whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

I'm lucky I'm in love with my best friend
Lucky to have been where I have been
Lucky to be coming home again
Ooohh ooooh oooh oooh ooh ooh ooh ooh

They don't know how long it takes
Waiting for a love like this
Every time we say goodbye
I wish we had one more kiss
I'll wait for you I promise you, I will


wow. its been brape lame since i've blogged lah. i've been real busy as you know i have lots of things to do. Busy. Busy. Busy. hahahah.
my malay O's past few months back but well i think i did okay. OKay lah. it was scary as my malay really sucks. but wth i tried my hardest. then i had oral and the topic was about reading. what am i suppose to say about reading in malay? i cant converse in zon baku malay lah. i was perspiring and fidgetting. but the teachers were nice. one of them was adik iman's malay teacher. hahaha. and my malay teacher was her oral examiner. then i just had my listening. it was scary too as i was late for the paper. tergopoph-gapah. and perspiring alot lah.. but then my heart smooth when the radio played always be my baby song. shiok hahahah! then now i am having extra lessons after school everday till like national day. its sad lah. im already so tired and my homework and studying is piling up. oh damn. but i will sabar for like 4 more months baru boleh enjoy.
oh did i tell you. me and my fren were talking about our better halves. and like what we want to do and what do we want in that relationship. and also a perfect date. hahah. so we came up with this idea of going on a prefect date which we both will be in a relationship together and see how it goes. i dont know. but it'll be weird funny and funny funny for me. well we'll see. No harm (:
hahha well as you may know me by now. i havent been the best of a person lately. alot has been happening but sometime si just couldnt care less. and you know sometimes i will write down song lyrics about my life. and my current favourite song is ashanti's the way that i love you. sometimes i wonder why people do this to me. whenever i give real and genuine love they turn it back and betray and hurt me. don't they know how it feels like. its DAMN. like hello? im trying but then all they can do is just ignore and let it be. thats one part of me not being in a relationship and others. not a serious one yet though. well just listen to the song. it'll tell more.

After all of the times that we've tried
I found out we were living a lie
And after all of this love that we made
I found out you don't love me the same

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you

I woke up kinda early today
And something told me from that moment
It wouldn't be the same
It felt like you were hiding something
But I didn't push it
I didn't complain or say nothin
I triedacted like I didn't see it
Cause deep down I knew I didn't want to believe it

But there it was, it was you and her
You left your sidekick on the nightstand
And I read

Everything you did, and everything you said and
And now I'm standing here looking like damn..
I thought it was you and I
Now I all I got to say is why?

You Lied, You lied, Oh Why?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why'd you have to lie to me?
Why?

The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you
The way that I love
The way that I love you