5/07/2008 the kiss

You look so dumb right now
Standin' outside my house
Tryin' to apologize
You're so ugly when you cry
Please
Just cut it out

Don't tell me you're sorry,
Cause you're not,
And baby when I know,
You're only sorry you got caught

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.

Grab your clothes and get gone.
You better hurry up,
Before the sprinklers come on.
Talkin 'bout,
'Girl I love you, you're the one.'
This just looks like a rerun.
Please.
What else is on?

And don't tell me you're sorry,
Cause you're not.
Baby when I know,
You're only sorry you got caught.

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.

And the award for the best lie goes to you!
For makin' me believe
That you could be faithful to me.
Let's hear your speech.

How 'bout a round of applause?
Standin' ovation

But you put on quite a show.
Really had me goin'
But now it's time to go,
Curtain's finally closin'.
That was quite a show.
Very entertainin'.
But it's over now.
Go on and take a bow.
But it's over now.

i know i have been putting on many many lyrics on my blog. but i think that all the song lyrics which i have posted here do have a real and true meaning in my life. just why must guys do such a thing to a girl and then intends to say sorry after they've been found out and thinks that it will all be better again and promising us that they wont do the same thing again. doesnt that just suck. like wth?
sometimes i really wonder what guys think? like hello..and they wonder what girl's think. oh please.for months in my life im actually happy but why must this suddenly happen to me? why now? why all over again? where does that put me? everyone keeps asking why or when? but truly i dont know. my friends and i was having supper the other night and we were thinking of who are the most decent and true guys in the whorld(the ones we know that is) but for a fact we just couldny find anyone not even the guys we met at the masjid. so what is this?
oh ALLAH if you're listening all im asking from you is to show me the true meaning of GENUINE love which i've longing for a long time after that horrendous break-up. and ALLAH keep the faith in me to continue on my studies and pull through all the way to O-levels and to get L1R5 10 points or less.