sometimes i wonder the difference between a lover and a friend. until i found the answer soon enough.

A Best Friend
Someone who is concerned with everything you do, Someone to call during good and bad times, Someone who understand whatever you do, Someone who tells you the truth about yourself, Someone who knows what you are going through at all times, Someone who does not compete with you, Someone who is genuinely happy for you when things go well, Someone who tries tro cheer you up when things don't go well, Someone who is an extension of yourself without which you are not complete.

thats what friends and best friends are for. There are many acquaintances in the world, but very few REAL friends. You can hardly make friends in a year, but you can lose them in an hour. thats what i felt. but why must the world be this way? cant everyone just live without and complaints and hatred. i know im sounding emo or whatver. im just irritated. i can no longer be taken down by people.

A Lover
I'm looking for a lover not a friend
Somebody who can be there when I need someone to talk to
I'm looking for someone who won't pretend
Somebody not afraid to say the way they feel about you

And I'm looking for someone who understands how I feel,
Someone who can keep me real and who knows always
Baby I like to have you in my way
And I'm looking for someone who takes me there,
Wants to share, shows he cares
Thinking on the one that I've been waiting for

I'm looking for someone to share my pain
Someone who I can run to, who would stay with me when it rains
Someone who I can cry with trough the night
Someone who I can trust who's hardest right
And I'm looking for someone

im just looking for that particular someone. is that too much to ask. why? why must those girls get what they want while girls like me are just left behind. i know people keep saying that we are the treasured ones where the right people are ours. but isnt that too cliche? like hello. its the 21st century. grow up people. be realistic. especially me. oh gosh.