I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

i was just scrolling through my old songs and i came upon kelly clarkson. well i guess this song has a lot to do with my life now. hahah. its been up and down. but wth. thats what life's all about without it. it'll just be plain boring. i know that no one would even bother. but who fucking cares. its my blog anyway.