oh wells. as you all may know valentine's day is over. hahaha. i celebrated pretty nicely. i know i didnt celebrate with the special someone. but im glad i spent it with the people i love most. my friends. we had an amazing time. gave each other gifts and flowers and then we watched jumper. it was amazing! i swear hayden christensen is HOT!
i had camp on friday. its was like a tradition in my school that every graduating classes must attend. well at first i thought it was going to be lame and stupid. but then it got really interesting at night. my whole class cried when they were getting deeper and knowing about our emotions. i didnt intend to cry but then just thinking about it and closing my eyes. everything just went down. it was a retreat for my class. after crying and more crying we had our supper but we continued our retreat and told our enemies and friends what we really feel about them. we even had miss wong at our room just so we could talked with the whole class. its was really nice. its was merely like a class bonding. but then miss wong felt tired and wanted to sleep but we still continue to talk. half of us were talking bout ghost stories and some of us were talkig bout relationship problems. hahha well you may know where i stand. it was actually nice to let it all out. i guess i kept in me for a long time. thanks you guys for giving me great advice! i aprreciate it lots.
it was sad to leave them on staurday. and hope that we still have the bonded unity in our class.
oohh. picture day's tmr! i swear my hair must definitely be proper on that day. hahha and individual photo is on the 22 feb. oh no!! i need to practice my smile and poses. hahh! well its my last class photo and the whole school will see it. so i must must make it nice!!


I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake, a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

i was just scrolling through my old songs and i came upon kelly clarkson. well i guess this song has a lot to do with my life now. hahah. its been up and down. but wth. thats what life's all about without it. it'll just be plain boring. i know that no one would even bother. but who fucking cares. its my blog anyway.


it's all a dream.
are you never here?
or are you just hidden.
well it's time to show