8/01/2007 the kiss

life has just been unfair to me this week. i swear im hating it..
fuck it! my dad took away my phone and i have no more connection to the outside world. my only resource would be the computer and the house phone. been depressed since yesterday. i've cried too many times till i cant even count anymore. whenever i turn left, right, front or back i see phones everywhere. gosh!
and school is starting to suck. fuck it!
been mugging my ass off every night. i just want N's to finish as soon as possible.
why must we even take it. what's the point.
have been having tons and tons of test, essays and readings. i think my brain can like explode any minute now.
hahaha. i just love taking pictures while studying. some camwhoring.
i think famfam has really gotten herself berserk. she's gettin crazier and crazier every minute. i cant stand her! she's making me stress just looking at her.
and the freaking computer is just super slow. why? why? why? must this happen to me.
i want my phone back so i can get my life back. hahahah. i sound like some retard but i really do miss me. :(