Im way to cool for ya boy
Thats why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over.

Damnn all these beautiful girls
who only gunna do ya dirt
we'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over.

[Verse 1:]
I remember when I was hanging with my friends
thats when I caught your eye, you thought that I was fly
right then you wish that I would be your baby (be your baby).
You tried to spit some game asking me "girl whats your name?"
All the Ice up on your chain , so i would do the same.
something tells me that we'd have fun together.(fun together)


I ain't easy to find, I am one of a kind
Ohh when I dutty wine just know your on my mind.
tonight is yours, but tomorrows for another guyyy.


Im way to cool for ya boy
Thats why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over.

Damn all these beautiful girls
who only gunna do ya dirt
we'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over.

[Verse 2:]
You've been calling me, leaving messages that are weak.
Cause Your curiosity got your knees weak.
I'm not looking for a man so I don't want no confusion. (no confusion)
I took ya to the flow had you begging me for more
but that was my que to go, so I hit the door.
I led you hott. But your minds running wildddd.

I ain't easy to find, I am one of a kind
Ohh when I dutty wine just know your on my mind.
if you stick around, be careful not to fall in love.(fall in love)

Im way to cool for ya boy
Thats why it'll never work
I'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over.

Damn all these beautiful girls
who only gunna do ya dirt
we'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over.

[verse 3:]
Now a couple months have passed never thought that this would last
Oh Everybody asks how you got a girl like that.
You shouldve known that nothing lasts forever.(lasts forever)
I mess up your mind, when i tell you lies.
Boy Don't be surprised that I've been seeing other guys
I'm too young to settle and you should've known better.(known better)

Damn all these beautiful girls
who only gunna do ya dirt
we'll have you suicidal suicidal when I say its over. (more)

i think this song goes out to all girls who really do relate to this song! and its freaking true.. oh wells. i cut my hair ya'll! hahah! rebonded and cut it.





o The pain that rages my heart,

I live with day to day;

A sorrow deep within my soul,

That never goes away.

The smile I use to mask my pain,

Hides tears no one can see;

For the tears I shed alone at night,

Are seen by only me.


A clown on masquerade,

Seeking laughter as my balm,

In a haunting, sad parade.

Behind the makeup of the clown,

Is a shattered heart of glass;

Look deep into the eyes and see,

A pain filled, sorrowed past



I walk through clouds of sadness,

And drift on seas of pain;

Picking up the shards of heart,

Seeking wholeness once again.

Alive in constant memory,

Across the distant miles;

There is solace for this heart,

and the key to this clown's smile.



And though the days are empty,

And years stretch forth in pain;

A hope, a dream is still alive,

That I will be whole again.


ok i think this is like a million years since i've blog rite?
okay well im sorry im not an active blogger. hadrly been on the computer as prelims are coming. mugging everyday either studying or doing art.
its fucked up. but wth!
i vow to blog whenever i do have time or have the mood.
hahhhaha..
alot has happen this past few days.. been having studing dates with aishah every weekend. and its a time for us to bond more. i miss her though!
and yes!! i really did study when i go out with her!
oh my.. did i tell you i just saw this freaking HOT guy at heeren yesterday. but he is just another facade gone in a minute. but he is super super hot. hahaha.
i still remember dels telling me never to go in a relationship once you are fully ready. im not sure whether i am. but most truly i think i am?
gosh i am superly clueless.
sometimes i do wonder when i will get my chance in being with a guy and having our pictures taken and doing all that manje-ing stuff. haha! im sounding like 2x5 dol pple. i love them!
well i was thinking of changing my blogskin. but i dont know whether i should.
i want to buy my grey skinnys and i think i would love the blue one too.
hahah. i need lots of new shopping stuff. Right after prelims i am so going shopping till my legs get hurt. and i know the perfect place to go. :DDDDDDDDDDDD