its been 10,000 years since i've met ayunni and aishah. so then finally i met them. went to aishah place around 12 and then hang around and chat so much!
i really miss them! chatted alot with aishah though. shared alot of secrets.. big girls don't cry. i dont know why but its always me and her are always in the same situation. it really sucks though. we were mourning and opening our thoughts on stuff that really hurt and can relate to others. them just suck! they should no even be living in this world. i swear! hahha! i know i've put too many lyrics on my blog. but this is really nice!
listen listen!

Ooh, no
Yeah, yeah

She's got green eyes and she's 5'5
Long brown hair all down her back
Cadillac truck
So the hell what
What's so special about that?
She use to model, she's done some acting
So she weighs a buck o 5
And I guess that she's alright if perfection is what you like

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you use to look at me that way

Tell me what makes her so much better than me?
(what makes her so much better than me)
What makes her just everything that I can never be?
What makes her your every dream and fantasy?
Because I can remember when it was me

And now you don't feel the same
I remember you would shiver everytime I said your name
You said nothing felt as good as when you gazed into my eyes
Now you don't care I'm alive
How did we let the fire die?

Ooh, ooh, and I'm not jealous, no I'm not
Ooh, ooh, I just want everything she's got
Ooh, ooh, you look at her so amazed
I remember way back when you use to look at me that way

Oh what makes her so much better than me?
(what makes her so much better than me?)
What makes her just everything that I can never be?
( i can never be)
What makes her your every dream and fantasy?
Because I can remember when it was me

That made you smile (me)
That made you laugh
Me that made you happier than you have ever been, oh me
That was your world (me)
Ya perfect girl
Nothing about me has changed
That's why I'm here wonderin'

What makes her so much better than me?
(what makes her so much better than me?)
What makes her just everything I can never be?
(i can never be)
What makes her your every dream and fantasy?
Because I can remember when it was me

Oh what makes her so much better than me?
(what makes her so much better than me?)
What makes her just everything that I can never be?
(i can never be)
What makes her your every dream and fantasy?
Because I can remember when it was me

When it was me
When it was me
When it was me


i know i have no one to share this song to. but who says it need to be shared with a guy! this song goes out to all my Girlfriends who have been with me through my ups and downs. i love you guys anyway! :D

When you have to look away
When you don't have much to say
That's when I love you
I love you
Just that way

To hear you stumble when you speak
or see you walk with two left feet
That's when I love you
I love you endlessly

And when you're mad cause you lost a game
Forget im waiting in the rain
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie, it made you cry
That's when I love you
I love you a little more each time

And when you can't quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
That's when I love you
I love you more than you know

And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you give when you show up late
Baby I love you
I love you anyway

Cause here's my promise made tonight
You can count on me for life
Cause that's when I love you
When nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more I love
The more my heart can't get enough
That's when I love you
When I love you no matter what

That's when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn the more i love
The more my heart can't get enough
Thats when I love you
When I love you
No matter what

No matter what



I think this song describes me now. but im regretting and feeling miserable about this whole thing. i dont know what this feeling is called. but i really hope and pray that it will be over soon.i really have to get my self-esteem back. im just too shy to do everything. im the most shyest person ever! (if there is such a word as shyest) sorry for the wrong english word! heheheh. but i have been having the best time of my life! hanging out with my girlfriends and cam-whoring makes all the troubles fade away easily. they are the people i will turn to whenever i need them around! i love them just too much! being with them it just a whole load of fun! lets hope things will turn out the way i hope it will be! i cant wait no more. i cant wait for another any more months till i get the "ONE". is it that difficult? gosh! really! is it that difficult? if it is. teach me the ways!!

Intro:-Ah yeah thats right
All you single people out there
This is for you
Yeah

Verse 1:-
Im not waitin' around for a man to save me
(Cos Im happy where I am)
Dont depend on a guy to validate me
(No no)
I dont need to be anyones baby
(Is that so hard to understand?)
No I dont need another half to make me, whole

Make your move if you want doesnt mean I will or wont
Im free to make my mind up you either got it or you dont

Chorus:-
This is my current single status
My decleration of independence
Theres no way Im tradin' places
Right now a stars in the ascendance

Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna be
Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna be

Yeah, uh huh, thats right

Verse 2:-
Dont need to be on somebodys arm to look good
(I like who I am)
Im not saying I dont wanna fall in love cause I would
Im not gonna get hooked up just cause you say I should
(Cant romance on demand)
Im gonna wait so Im sorry if you misunderstood

ooohh yeah

Chorus:-
This is my current single status
My decleration of independence
Theres no way Im tradin' places
Right now a stars in the ascendance

Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna be
Im single
Thats how I wanna be
(Right Now)
Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna be
(Right Now )
Im single, oh oh ooh

Verse 3:-
Everything in its right time
Everything in its right place
I know I'll settle down one day
But 'til then I like it this way...
Its my way
Eh, I like it this way, eh

Make your move if you want doesnt mean I will or wont
Im free to make my mind up you either got it or you dont
'Til then Im single

Chorus:-
This is my current single status
My decleration of independence
Theres no way Im tradin' places
Right now a stars in the ascendance

This is my current single status
My decleration of independence
Theres no way Im tradin' places (Right now a star)
Right now a stars in the ascendance

Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna
Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna be
Im single
(Right now)
Thats how I wanna
Im single woooh
Thats how i wanna be
ooh ooh ooh ooh oooh oooh