im random. and this song is just making me feel whole again. after the real terrible incident. im just over everything that has happen. now im just recalling back the past. i can do it! ((:

I'm over your lies
And I'm over your games
I'm over you asking me
When you know I'm not okay

You call me at night
And I pick up the phone
And though you be telling me
I know you're not alone

Oh, and that's why
(Your eyes)
I'm over it
(Your smile)
I'm over it
(Realize)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over (I'm so)

Moving on, it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it

I'm over your hands
And I'm over your mouth
Trying to drag me down
And fill me with self-doubt

Oh, and that's why
(Your words)
I'm over it
(So sure)
I'm over it
(I'm not your girl)
I'm over it
I'm over it
I'm over...

Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over (I'm so)

Moving on, it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it

So over it
Ohh

Don't call, don't come by
Ain't no use, don't ask me why
You'll never change
There'll be no more crying in the rain

Wanting you to be wanting me.
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over (I'm so)

Moving on, it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it

I'm so over it
I'm over it
Wohh yeah

Wanting you to be wanting me
No that ain't no way to be
How I feel, read my lips
Because I'm so over (I'm so)

Moving on, it's my time
You never were a friend of mine
Hurt at first, a little bit
But now I'm so over
I'm so over it


Listen
I am alone at a crossroads
I'm not at home in my own home
And I've tried and tried to say what's on my mind
You should have know

Now I'm done believing you
You don't know what I'm feeling
I'm more than what you made of me
I followed the voice you gave to me
But now I've gotta find my own
You should have listened

hahah. this is my motivation song to move on. i can do it. yes i can! im no pushover. and its not going to be because of him i have to stay how i am. his not the only guy in this world who can make me happy or whatever. i'll be hopeful. hehehe. it hurts but i cant hang on to a memory which only last temporary. its not worth it. heheh. oh yes! i am now having an a affair with AYUTHEPU! heheh.. been going on for so long now. she's going to help me through it. my afternoons are filled with her laughter and smiles. I love her! psst. have i told you that i am in love with bald guys. they are just so hot.
ohh.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUSTINA! hehe. she's finally sixteen! and i have to wait like another 6 more months for it.
yes yes yes! 3 more freaking papers to go. oh man. i swear i seriously do not want to go for art exam. i havent done a freaking thing yet! not even a research and a theme yet! im so screwed. i think the night before im going to burn midnight oil and finish everything. hahah. i wish?!?! or i just wont come for it. hehehe. stupid art exam. darn freaking 3 hours sit in the hall and draw. i'll just sleep halfway through. super screwed! good luck to me!







i just want to conclude that bald guys are Hot and Sexy.look at how they look like. forget about the age but they are just heart melting eye-candy. hehehe..not only bald guys but i think guys with the army-cut of hairstyle are cool. like the guys from prison break, the guys from storm the yard and many more. i could list down everyone of them but im too lazy. heheh.. not only they are good looking on the outside but the inside too. they are just so sweet. *heart melting.


darn it. i think im feeling emo nowadays but whatever. it doesnt hurt to be emo though. gosh i have been mugging alot this few days till my head gets frequent headaches. haha.. but just tahan. cause i got like 4 more papers to go?!?! but there's still N-level. darn it.

i dont know what i've been feeling this days. i feel like im drifing apart from ahem. its like we hardly talked and no more amazing late nights conversations. how i miss it so much.

my head is saying fool forget him, but my heart is saying don't let go.

i dont know what to do now. should i or should i not?
now i sound real emo! hahahah..



read on. my own love story. i was bored and bored.. until ayunni came along! i miss her so much.

my superhero. says:
im making my own romance story.
Sugar rush,Bitter crush. says:
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.
my superhero. says:
yeap..
Sugar rush,Bitter crush. says:
include me in it!
Sugar rush,Bitter crush. says:
HAHAHAHA!
my superhero. says:
hahaha. yea i did
Sugar rush,Bitter crush. says:
oh my
Sugar rush,Bitter crush. says:
haha
Sugar rush,Bitter crush. says:
must show me ah!
my superhero. says:
ahaha. i deleted it..
Sugar rush,Bitter crush. says:
you!
Sugar rush,Bitter crush. says:
ah!
my superhero. says:
hahahaha. it was lame lah.
Sugar rush,Bitter crush. says:
you lousy la.
Sugar rush,Bitter crush. says:
haiyer
my superhero. says:
hahaha yeap..
my superhero. says:
eh..
Sugar rush,Bitter crush. says:
hahaha.i love you idayu!
my superhero. says:
hahah.
my superhero. says:
i love you ayunni!
my superhero. says:
IDAYUNNI forever!
Sugar rush,Bitter crush. says:
hahaha!yes yes!

talking to her makes me melt. hehe! i just love her! IDAYUNNI forever! ((: