Still On My Brain.
Beautiful days are long gone
I can’t seem to breathe
Feels like it hasn’t been that long
Since you walked away from me
Now I can try to act real strong
But you and I both know
I still think of you that way
And you should know that...

Beautiful lights, the star-filled nights
They don’t mean a thing
‘Cause you are my star
So it don't seem right
Without you here with me
Now I can try to act real strong
But you and I both know
It’s hard for me to say you were my soul

[Chorus]
Now I could say that I don’t love you no more
And I could say that I’ve closed the door... for our love
And I could tell you I feel it’s time for us
To go our separate ways
But baby I just wouldn’t be the same
‘Cause girl you’re love is still on my brain

Now when you’re in love it takes time to heal
When someone has broken your heart it changes how you feel
Girl I... thought that you’d never do me that way
But even after all I still think of you that way, yeah
No, no...

[Chorus]
Now I could say that I don’t love you no more
(I could say this... I could say that)
And I could say that I’ve closed the door... for our love
(for our love)
And I could tell you I feel it’s time for us
To go our separate ways
But baby I just wouldn’t be the same
‘Cause girl you’re love is still on my brain (brain yeah)

Now love is a game
That we both like to play
Will I win or lose if I go or if I stay, yeah
Even though I try to hide
My broken heart inside
Girl you know me inside out
And I can’t get you off my mind

[Chorus]
Now I could say that I don’t love you no more
(I could say that I... yeah, yeah)
And I could say that I’ve closed the door... for our love
(closed the door)
And I could tell you I feel it’s time for us
(I could tell you I feel it’s time for us)
To go our separate ways (Oh no, no)
But baby I just wouldn’t be the same (Wouldn’t be the same)
‘Cause girl you’re love is still on my brain
(Still on my brain, yeah)

La-la-la-la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la
La-la-la-la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la
La-la-la-la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la
La-la, la-la, la-la, la-la

La-la-la-la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la-la-la
La-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la, la-la-la-la

im currently liking this song. haha. i think its so sweet. both the lyrics and the
song. well i recommend pple to listen to it. i would like to post about yesterday's teroka seni but im currently in the lazy mood. i'll update more about it soon.


Famous Last Words.

gosh today was like a bore.
i had like three test in 1 day! firstly there was odt which is temperature taking. haha. i as my usual blur self forgot to bring it. thank God miss teo gave us all a chance. then had bio for a while then had the freakingly boring physics test. half the time i fell asleep. hehe. couldnt understand a freaking thing. so i just wrote crap. after that test i was like phew. then thinking again i got geog test which i guarantee i flunked it.
ooh. had malay! i think malay's getting more fun. i love it. then had recess as usual and then english and maths and accounts. haha. i couldnt do one question on the maths paper. i was like "wth is this?".. hehe.

then went to pay my bills with theresa. she really opened up with me about her life. i was so touched that she would actually want to tell me about her life. so sweet of her. then when i came home, alif was at home. he is so cute! hehe.

hehe. im still in my pe attire and binging on chocolates. oh no! it will straight give me pimples.shucks! i should stop. okay idayu STOP!
i think i like emo songs. haha. ooh. i need to go major shopping spree! i cant wait but i need the money still. hehe..


had school in the morning.it was like super boring and lame. fell asleep. durh.. the cny concert was superly lame. i dont fugging understand lah.it was merely in chinese and we were all like wth? i only like mr jiow's part when he did the act and mr fausta. ohh. they are so good-looking even they are all like 30 plus olds. haha! then after school we went to fork and spoon before heading to east coast to roller blade.it was an amazing time with sim cd. oohh. we went blading! bus-ed all the way to ecp stopped at parkway parade and then had to walk a few blocks till we reach the place. went a few roller blading shops to see which is the better one. and we got to this uncle shop. it was 8 bucks for two hours but we persuade the uncle to give us an extra hour. how cool! so we started ablding and then i cant get over the humps and i cant stop. i tried many times but i still cant stop. every hill, slope and bumps in ecp to me are a nuisance. they are all my enemies. i love every pole in ecp. cause as i say i cant stop the blades for nuts so everytime i try to stop i hang on to the pole. they are my saviour. i pity dels and dawn. they fell really bad. especially dels. she fell on her butt twice. and it hurts alot. ouch! i really pity my knees because of blading.then after blading for like two hours more. we went to chill at macs before heading home. took 31 all the way to tp then met my family and had dinner. reached home and slept like a pig! hahha
i wanna wish all my chinese frens!
HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR!


hoho!
today was a effing tiring day.
first period was accounts and i was actually looking forward to learn something but then when i saw kalpana walked in our class i was super shocked. miss lee actually quit on us after teaching for like 3 lessons. she said she cannot stand ij girls. i feel so bad lah. i was actually giving her a chance to teach me and she quit just like that. wondering what she's doing now. english was a bore. for the first time i slept during english. ms teo was just talking away and obviously we had to cop down notes. super long. ooh.. haha! my stomach gave problems during english and i shitted like hell. felt so nice. hehe! then had maths. cherre baby didnt come. i had no maths partner. nice reshmi sat beside me. so sweet of her. i hope you're okay cherre! then had recess and then cme. obviously we were all talking about sexuality.. some of the girls dont even know what french kissing is! i was like omg! this girl in 4/1 took the sex topic so hard. felt like kicking her. after cme had pc which we all just slacked around and catch up.. ooh quite alot of people are giving me valentine's day presents. i better save up and start thinking of what to buy. hehe. i'll feel so bad not giving them. hmm.. ooh today's assembly was a bore too just until mr chan went on stage and did his super cute dance. the whole school laughed even the teacher's. he looks like the cute version of mr bean! yea! stayed back with dels to do her thing. it looks nice now! ooh. i have to tell you that dels wore a 28cm long pad.. omg! super long lah! then headed to bubble tea shop after school and then dels was quite early to go home so me, theresa and her went to visit our sick vice-chair nurul. she was feeling better. we slacked and talked to her.. i miss her! she better not pang seh me this friday. i dont want to go ucc alone. hehe! now im just sitting her nothing to do. and thats why im blogging. i feel so lonely and bored! sigh..
i need to catch up on my frens again. its been soooo very long since i've talked to nadia, haslina and sulaztry. i miss them.. its been like what? few months now since we've all talked.


If we were a movie, you'd be the right guy,
And I'd be the best friend that you'd fall in love with in the end.
We'd be laughing, watching the sunset,
Fade to black, show the names, play the happy song.

i think this part of the song is very sweet. sometimes i do wish my life could be a movie and im the director and i could choose who would be my leading guy in my life. and i could just cut anyone whom i do not want in it. but to others im just their best friend. its super sad. i dont understand why im the unlucky one out of everbody. they all seem so happy and talking about their leading guys while im just sitting alone in the dark waiting stupidly. sometimes i do know that i do make stupid mistakes in my life. but without making it how are you going to learn in life. forgive the mistakes you do. my motto in life is Live Life To The Fullest And Be Happy About It. i know sometimes its a stupid motto. but as what people say life is short. embrace it.