hehe. i think its been super long since i've posted. i know this is kind of long but i just want say Happy New Year to 2007. i think its been very fast and i still cant believe that im in sec 4. and everything seems very stressful nowadays as my major exmas are coming. every single day teachers and parents will have to wake me up from this dream and tell me that i am sec 4 and i have a major paper to do. and every single day i have to remind myself not to slcak in class because every minute or even second counts. and alot has been happening to me too. i didnt think this would come back. but after a few talks with dee she got me thinking. and i mean thinking really hard. but i dont all this confusion to take me over. i dont think people knows that i am suffering deep down too. but i dont want to be a burden to my friends and making it all known. i know thats what friends do. and i do love them alot! without them i dont know what i would do! Now people sometimes have been talking about bgr and wondering how it is and how it feels. but sometimes i think its plain dumb. just be happy! i know i am posting too many topics in this small post. but wth! im feeling emo now. and i think i took alot of emo pictures too. haha i like!