i acted like a big bitch this past few days. i thot it was just some stupid exam stress feeling. but it turned out to be my worst nightmare. i didnt know what had gotten into me. i felt so stupid. i hurt the people who were so dear to me. i acted like everything was ok but it was really not. i didnt know it was that horrible until i made you cry. i know i let you down over and over again. and im really sorry. i didnt know what i was thinking. i thot i could handle it alone but i couldnt. and im glad everything's okay now. you have been giving all the love that i have yearn for all my life. and i was so stupid that i didnt realise that the most important thing in my life was right in front of me. and im really sorry if i disappoint you over and over again. I'm sorry to my frens whom i have hurt. now. im feeling much better. coping my life slowly and one by one. making sure i will not hurt anyone anymore. i love this song. HAHA! i made my whole family get addicted to it. thank you. its such a nice song.

and to all October Babies.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! including me too. my birthday had past. it was on 7th October. haha!
it was great. i love my cake! ((: