have you ever had a fairytale?

who cares what they say
just as long you & i, we're, okay.

you could make me smile,
even if its just for a while.

hold my hand,
let time stand.

keep me sane,
dont put me through pain.

dont let me down,
youre what makes my world go round,

for now.


all i can say that Hari Raya was fun! and i miss all my cousins already.
To Nurul.
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO YOU! May all your wishes and dreams come true. And you know kakakayu is always here for you. ok darling?





i have not been blogging for days as my computer crashed. got back my exams scripts. and i could say that some i did improved and some i deproved.im not proud of it but i still think i should have done better. was really upset with myself over the marks. but thank god my parents were not angry with me. have been very busy lately helping my family with the preparations for hari raya. and i cant believe it is just two more days of fasting and we're done. i can do it! i have not started cleaning my room yet. oh darn. have been sick too. had food poisoning yesterday. it sucks real bad. had stomach cramps and it felt so horrid until i couldnt get up from bed. and i will shout because of the pain. and im still busy preparing for the hari raya drama. i could say that it is progressing and im so proud of them. all hard's work are preparing to pay off. i would like to wish all my indian friends out there. HAPPY DEEPAVALI. hehe.. i love you guys.


i acted like a big bitch this past few days. i thot it was just some stupid exam stress feeling. but it turned out to be my worst nightmare. i didnt know what had gotten into me. i felt so stupid. i hurt the people who were so dear to me. i acted like everything was ok but it was really not. i didnt know it was that horrible until i made you cry. i know i let you down over and over again. and im really sorry. i didnt know what i was thinking. i thot i could handle it alone but i couldnt. and im glad everything's okay now. you have been giving all the love that i have yearn for all my life. and i was so stupid that i didnt realise that the most important thing in my life was right in front of me. and im really sorry if i disappoint you over and over again. I'm sorry to my frens whom i have hurt. now. im feeling much better. coping my life slowly and one by one. making sure i will not hurt anyone anymore. i love this song. HAHA! i made my whole family get addicted to it. thank you. its such a nice song.

and to all October Babies.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY! including me too. my birthday had past. it was on 7th October. haha!
it was great. i love my cake! ((:


Seems like it was yesterday
When I saw your face
You told me how proud you were,
But I walked away
If only I knew what I know today
Ooh, ooh

I would hold you in my arms
I would take the pain away
Thank you for all you've done
Forgive all your mistakes
There's nothing I wouldn't do
To hear your voice again
Sometimes I wanna call you
But I know you won't be there

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself by hurting you

Some days I feel broke inside
But I won't admit
Sometimes I just wanna hide
'Cause it's you I miss
And it's so hard to say goodbye
When it comes to this, ooh

Would you tell me I was wrong?
Would you help understand?
Are you looking down upon me?
Are you proud of who I am?

There's nothing I wouldn't do
To have just one more chance
To look into your eyes
And see you looking back

Oh, I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself, oh

If I had just one more day
I would tell you how much that I've missed you
Since you've been away
Ooh, it's dangerous
It's so out of line
To try and turn back time

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I've hurt myself..
By hurting you


7 weird facts about me.

1. i get high easily.
2. my sneeze is freaking weird.
3. i find gay guys cute.
4. i am short with tall people but tall with short people.
5. i believe at fate.
6. i cry at the slightest thing.
7. i have a thing for smart guys.

7 habits about me.

1. i like to bite my nails.
2. i get disgusted easily.
3. i will always try and change my hairstyle.
4. i need to listen to some music for at least one day.
5. i love Winx Club.
6. i love drinking cold water.
7. i love sleeping with the air-con.

7 people to do this.

Any seven who wishes to do. its up to you.

my new favourite song.
my heart.
if you love somebody could it be this strong.
i will find a way my love will conquer all.
wouldnt raise my love even just one night.
our love will stay in my heart.