oh man its like puasa time. im dying here! but i will hold on and continue my puasaing.
im terrified for exams.
1. im not prepared yet.
2. havent finished studying other subjects.
3. im just scared that i screw it up.

today had a discussion with cikgus about the perjumpaan hari raya thing.. haha! it seems freakingly fun. i cant seem to wait. stupid me! think about exams first! i think i can go crazy and mad. and i havent been feeling well this past few days because of that stupid injection! ARGH! i hate needles!! oh guess what! i made a progress. i am trying to make the effort to go terawih everyday if i can. its a nice feeling. its like after terawih i have this nice good feeling in me and that i know ALLAH is watchin over me. and i prayed for everyone and my exams and the well being of me. but while i was praying i was crying at the same time. because i think that i have everything in this world but it is just that i dont appreciate it. and i feel very sad and scared for that and i do not hope to lose everything. well im slacking now. and i think i will mugg later. HAHA! i miss you ((: