today and yesterday was ok.. i might say.. had praxis which is this class about financing your life and spending money and saving it..i was like so rich for the first part then i was jobless and got retrench 10 times altogether.. i got a job then 5 mins later i am jobless! like WTH! was so dumb lah.. and today had to do this dance to get the jackpot.. ahah!! i was so lucky!! i got it!! darn funny lah!! and after school played netball for awhile and i got smacked on the face by the ball!!ouch!haha!! but altogether it was fun! i just so love it.
i think i am feeling something.. but i dont know what and how it got there? and who? god! my mind is blank! i am living in fear.. without no one to guide me.. i feel so bloody stupid! why?
and i feel so sad for the people in Indonesia because of the volcano which erupted.. i think i should repent and start doing good things! i am really scared.. i just want to take my last breath with a peace of my mind knowing that i did establish something in this world. and i would want to be smiling when i leave this world! i really wish i could do something foe the people living in Indonesia. why them? why now? is something happening? GOD PLEASE HELP US! SHINE YOUR LIGHT TO US! i will pray everyday for the safety of others and mine!
till my next post..byes! loves..