10/23/2005 the kiss

i had a very stressful day today!! and i still feel sad and empty
why does she make me feel this way?
why? everytime or anything i do does not make her happy but she will have a negative response to it
like wth!!
so darn sad at her
if this is going to happen at the first place then why let me suffer?
ARGGHHHH!!!
i hate it!!
hate it so much
this is the point of time i need her and she treats me with the cold shoulder
wth!!