argh!! feel like a nail piercing through my heart now! feel so sad
...cried and cried the whole time and feel so uneasy today!!
and tomorrow i got training! darn giddy now! i cant be online long..
i need to puke now!!
I HATE YOU NOW! WHY ARE YOU LIKE THAT?
do you know how i feel like?
i am so hurt of all the things you did to me?