had a sad and happy time during this few days.. got my report book and i did badly for some of my subjects.. but overall i passed!! and was so happy about that! oh and.. i had the nicest time on thursday.. cant tell you and will keep confidential!! im sorry!! i had fun hope that we can continue with it!!ehhehe.. i miss all the towfivers already!! man i miss their laughter and craziness that they influenced me everyday!! i love you guys!! i am going to miss my cakes!! seriously i do! come back to me people.. dont leave me anymore!! i miss you guys so much!


i had a very stressful day today!! and i still feel sad and empty
why does she make me feel this way?
why? everytime or anything i do does not make her happy but she will have a negative response to it
like wth!!
so darn sad at her
if this is going to happen at the first place then why let me suffer?
ARGGHHHH!!!
i hate it!!
hate it so much
this is the point of time i need her and she treats me with the cold shoulder
wth!!


argh!! feel like a nail piercing through my heart now! feel so sad
...cried and cried the whole time and feel so uneasy today!!
and tomorrow i got training! darn giddy now! i cant be online long..
i need to puke now!!
I HATE YOU NOW! WHY ARE YOU LIKE THAT?
do you know how i feel like?
i am so hurt of all the things you did to me?


wow! i feel so darn tired today! had cheerleading practice and netball! i feel like i am going to faint any sooner!! and i did very badly in my literature and geography! i am so pissed! i guess mrs yip just hate us cause we always give her trouble!! and my english was ok i guess..but it still suck! and i am getting my maths, history and science paper tomorrow!! i am so tired! and i am having a terrible migraine!! i feel so dead now!! i am scared of tomorrow i dont feel like going to school!! and i have practice tomorrow.. darn tired lah! today was nice and fun and hot cause we were all merely on top of each other.. and lava and reshmi carried me and i was like merely on top of the whole class and that was the moment i felt so tall!! but still i fell! OUCH! it hurts


wow! how nice i got my malay paper back and was darn sad cause a few marks to distinction! how terrible.. begging to cikgu for more marks and i hopw she gives me the marks cause i really need it..haha! school was kind of fun today had a malay cultural thingy and sri warisan people came and taught us how to do weave ketupats and make "bunga mangga".. and i did not suceed in doing the ketupat and was so fed-up.. argh!! and we tok loads of picture with the cakes!! and how i love them!!
im doomed for the rest of tomorrow and friday!!
so dead!!
:D..
i dont love you anymore
hehe..kidding!


ten things i would do once i get my papers!
1. scream out loud
2. hug my friends
3. hold my paper right in front of my face
4. legs will start to shiver with coldness
5. start talking crap
6. do nonsensical stuff
7. dance around the class
8. keep walking around
9. having fun with my cakes
10. run to farah and ask her about hers?

cant wait to go school now..have been coop up at home alone with nothing to do..
i want to have fun now!! yeah!! :D


ohh.. had fun today with my cakes but regina was not there! how sad!!
but i still love you dater.. went around town and decided to go to cathay cine.. and we decided to watched skeleton key.. it was a horror film and it was all about voodoos and witches!! darn scary!! i was merely shouting the whole of the movie and after the movie we went to take neos and then decided to break our fast at far east sakura restaurant!! and we ordered alot of food!
thought that we could not finish the food but instead we did!! was so hungry and i got to eat churros! how nice!! ahh!! and he called me today and we talked on the phone and just talk and i miss him alot!! i need him now!!
i love you!
i need you!
wished he was there with me just now!! ARGH!!!

ten things i want to do went i see him SOON!!
1. talk to him
2. keep talking to him
3. just feel his touch
4. feel him hugging me
5. think of what to say to him
6. walked around
7. hold hands with him
8. say sweet nothings to him
9. just be with him
10. never let go of him

i want him NOW!!


wow! guess what people! i went geylang yesterday and it was so the kecoh!
let me tell you about my experience at geylang! went there about 9.30 plus.. when i reached there i could see so many malays.. all types of malays were there!!
and we when into the parking lot and there was this car which was just beside my father's car waiting for a parking lot.. then after all that there was two empty parking lots but that driver insisted that he get the parking lot that my father had been waiting for for so long.. like what the hell! and he just gave us this kind of fed-up face..whatever! in the end he drove away to another lot.. so darn irritated by this kind of people! and then got the lot and walked around geylang..while walking around my head start to spin and slowly having a bad headache and this is what happens whenever i goes to geylang.. and it was so darn hot yesterday..we were merely looking for a drink stall all around..then saw my father's friend and walked around again and saw my huge, tal cousin! he darn tall now! and keeps calling me a shortie! how unfair..i am so jealous of him and he bought shoes!!! argh!! so angry..then he call me twice and i did not pick up the call cause geylang was so busy and i was already feeling lilke i was going to faint so i did not answer it.. and he msg me and ask why i never answer his calls.. ohh.. i am so sorry!!wanted to answer but i feel so hot and cant talk much yesterday and he says he is very sad cause he never hears my voice for one day yesterday.. so sad!! and i saw mats and minahs of all types were there walking around.. why do they like geylang anyway? it is so hot and kecoh..saw some of the minahs and mats couple and holding hands and talking loudly.. but over all it was fun.. but geylang is the central of malays.. and we must go there.. so it was kind of a bitter sweet exprience for me!! hope maybe i go again and not get a headache


ok! i am darn bored now! feelik like going out!
i am a prisoner in my own home! darn it! like what the hell!.. man if only someone can just take me out pls!
but on monday i am going out! and i cant wait! yes!! i just love my cakes!
cant wait for our girl's night out together! we so need to take pictures and having loads of fun!
just have fun till we drop dead!
and i guess we will be going around singapore! i really cant wait!
and you ask me to wait for you and i waited but you seem to forget about me totally!
and i always have to start the conversation first!?!? i dont understand you!
why do you make me feel this way? am i starting to hate you? cause i dont think i should! we just gotten to know each other and over all you have make a good impression on me.. but all of a sudden you dont call me or even talk to me when i am online? what is this? why are you playing with me like that? i cant stand you anymore!! GO AWAY! i need my cakes now.!


ok! finally exams are finished! so happy!
i was like darn happy!! went to dawn's house today! played xbox! so darn funny.. we were watching lemony snicket!
so sad.. the children were being bullied! oh yes dawn's brother is so irritating!
cant stand him.. he thinks he is so proud! act big only! hate that type of guys!
we were trying to get rid of him but he just stick to us like clue!
like yucks! went to vega's house for a while to pass her the charlie and the chocolate factory dvd with dawn, aishah and me! then i was so scared that i was going to reach home late! but luckily my mom was not angry! was so tired aftet that! ahaha! feel like sleeping now!


ok! i think my blog is sick or something! cause i cant seem to see it or even look at it!
damn it! so freaking piss! oh yes!
just finished my science paper! and it was darn difficult! had a nervous breakdown! cried while doing the paper! everyone was like concentrating on it and i was like scratching my head and crying! i was praying hard to HIM to give me answers and helped me go through this tough situation..my questions was like all wrong! luckily there is one more paper to go! HISTORY! i am so dead! i dont even know anything about history!! didn't hear anything what mrs yusoff taught me cause i was not concentrating in class!?! so dead!! how?
i need major help people! i need someone to teach me now! after the exams.. myholidays are full to go out! cant wait!..i need a massage!
i love my CAKES!


wow! today was a very nice day.. but kinda sad cause my mom confiscated my phone! how sad!!
but today's lessons rock! miss teow did not come and had free period but mrs zailee came in and just took over and we were tlaking and gossiping.. as usual..and we realise that every monday miss teow wont come to school! why?..hmm.. and got this good news that mrs nicholas is pregnant!! eheh!! she has to invite us to her baby shower!! how sweet and nice.. we were all congratulating her!! and had recess and were all talking and gossiping also..had fun!! oh yes!! during mt.. we didnt really studied just memorise the formal letter and dialogue for paper 1 and then started talking to cikgu about some personal stuff.. we talked to her like she is our close friends!! was nice talking to her lah! and then during pc miss teo came in class and the whole class was in silenced and behaved properly!! was like so shocked lah..and the whole while she was standing beside me and i was like "damn it!"but realise that she is quite nice..dezi was scared of her!! she just kept quiet the whole period!! after school went library to study with gina,dezi,olivia and aishah!! we were studying and talking at the same time..and some stupid sec ones from ftpss..we were studying and then they started disturbing us and dezi played along..followed by regina!! was like darn funny and laughing out loud!! what the hell!!and then all of a sudden they came closer to us!! me and gina was like wad is thier problem.!! we are trying to study here!! darn funny lah!! but kind of lame lah!! ok have to study now or my mom wont give my phone back!! how sad!!
two more days to puasa!! and four more days to my BIRTHDAY!! yeah!!