ah!! just saw all my primary school friends just now and they all look so cute lah..well some lah
and went out with them to plaza singapura walking around like some idiot lah..
pple staring at us..luckily went home first to change clothes or else have to bring the big box with all my books out..like so pai se lah!haha


ok..been very sad and confused lately!!
like..so bummed out lah
and i dont think my mom allow me to go sentosa tomorrow
cause she said that she will be scared that i swim there
and something might happen..
then fine then..i wont swim
but pls let me go lah!
and i am so scared to go tuition today
what if i broke "the person's" feelings
i am so confused!
what am i supposed to do?
i cant let "the person" be hurt right?
and pretend nothing ever happen?
so maluating lah to go in class..
oh..and today after school while me, dezi and zulaikha was walking to the bus stop
this guy came up to us and tried to promote us his perfume
it smelled nice lah..he said that if this perfume is sold in stores it would be like 100 bucks or more?
and we were like so expensive ah!
den he said now he selling it for $29.90
and we thought he would go away then he continued saying that since we are students he will sell it to us at 10 bucks.. we thought it was cheap lah..
but we were all broke..dezi was like if i buy it what should i do with it?
and i was like there beside her laughing..and he was asking us questions lah..
like pls?
then straight went home..wanted to sleep but have to finish homework!!
and ..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SETIA AND REGINA!
I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!


been feeling a lot of pain this few days..
felt like crying just wanna get out from my life now!
i cant stand it no more
why must they do this to me
why must they make me suffer
why must they make me feel the pain alone
what did i do?
what i need now is light from GOD!
so pls help me along this oh so confusing and painful path..
i do not wanna be alone
and i need someone
so pls help me GOD!
I NEED YOU NOW!
PLS DONT LET ME BEAR THIS PAIN ALONE


hey..oh yes went to national library today..and it was like so high and new
was so nice lah..like oh my!
yuva seems so scared when we went up the elevator..
going to finish my video project..
was so fun doing it
oh yes..and had an interview with miss tan and she was so nice to us
we thought we screwed it up
was so scared lah?!?!
got all my cas results..and i guess i did ok
not bad lah..
oh yes and going to study with dezi at national library on teacher's day.
cause our home econs exam is like coming
so scared..dunnoe anything?
man..i am so confused now?
dunnoe who to choose?
wad am i suppose to do?
who can help me now?
i am so afraid and shy?
i feel so embarassed!


yuva was being lame again as usual..
she was writing stupid songs and poems about us..
was like so lame..cause no one was laughing to it except her..
like wad the hell lah?
and finished our art project!!..
finally..woah!!
have to pay handphone bills soon..
man..luckily did not exceed the budget..
was so lucky!
thought my phone was going to be confiscated..
ahaha..
oh man.
kept thinking about him during lit lessons..
can stop..!!
i need you
i miss you
come back!


ahah!!
geog was actually easy..
and i thought i would fail...hehe
now have to study for science..
damn it!..so dead..
regina was being high just now during cme..
she was shouting for no reason and runnning around the class till she was sweating
me and nicole have to suffer everyday in school
poor us
regina was bullying yuva and olivia..
and iffah was thinking about guys as usual
and i was dreaming when him and me can be together again
i so miss him.
i need him with me now.
i am helpless without you.
i cant breathe without you.
i cant stay focus in my life without you.
why did you have to go away from me.
why must i end up like this.
i feel so broken.
i hope you feel how i feel for you.
i love you so much.
dont you know.
come back.
i need you.
i miss you.
i love you.
and will never let you go like what i did to you.
dont let me hurt by this feeling alone.
i hope you know how i feel for you


I LOST MY GEOG BOOK!!
HOW TO STUDY FOR EXAM!!
SHITASS..
SO GONNA FAIL!!
my gosh..darn stress now
if i was a geog book where would i be?
think hard..
think hard..
EXAM!!


ok did not say this to anyone yet..
but..
i..
love..
FAMILY OF FIVE!!
..couldn't be better..
wish i was out now
was so bored at home studying for exams..
damn it!!
i wanna go out and shop till i drop..
guess i can only do dat when after the exams
shit crap..
hate it..
watched the ndp yesterday..
the fireworks was nice lah
oh man..couldn't be any better
i love you guys!


just wanna give a big shoutout to all my girlfriends out dere!!
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY TO YOU GUYS!!
AND HOW MUCH I LOVE YOU ALL!!

40 years. 40 years. 40 years. 40 years. 40 years.
THE FUTURE IS OURS TO MAKE!


have not been going to school for like 3 days now..
cause of high fever, vomit and etc..
it is like really bad..
miss you guys too
hope can be in school now with you guys and shout
so bored just resting in bed
now on the computer without my mom knowing..heheh
she will totally kill me if she knows that i am not resting..
oops!
now listening to this sweet song.. it is really nice
and so emotional
hope can go school tomorrow?
ok have to go now.. miss you guys!